Aque 🇵🇱 💛💙

To me loved is to be seen 1/4
My little iteration of a #JayVik comic ✨

Hat the fuck did I miss @_@

I want to make fictional zoos in my vidyagame. Tragically, I need to go grocery shopping

Hand grabbing a scared cat, the text says: Hand: my overwhelming physical and social exhaustion Cat: My soul crushing desire to produce blorbo content

Also sorry everyone here for the 'proper' art, sometimes you just have to blorbopost-

Photo taken in darkness with flash. There's a black and white tuxedo cat laying long, facing away from the camera, on a grey sofa. Next to it is a person's face, partially cut off, snuggled to the cat's butt. The person is petting the cat's belly.

My cat Kindly cosplaying as a pillow 🥰

In a very neurodivergent fashion I am only reading my library-lent book when it's 1 day before return deadline

Venn Diagram of 3 circles: BE KIND BLOCK FAST HAVE FUN An arrow points to thee intersection of all 3 circles: YOU CAN BE HERE

Welcome to Bluesky 💙🦋

Making digital art doesn't spark joy these days :/

Took the new SSRI.
After about 3-4h I felt the reaction, which is: I am no longer numb. I am manic in a "can't sit still or focus on much, but need to do things!!!" way. And yet, a nap sounds like the best thing in the world atm.
Confusing.

Wanted to make a promosky post but realised I don't really have interests I could list. They're shallow or fleeting or old.
Mental illness is a bitch.

The doc had a big "I have 5 minutes for you and 39288492 patients waiting" energy. In a bold move, he cut me off when I wanted to give him my medical history and asked me what brings me specifically this time. Ended up with a new SSRI. We shall see if it works.

I got psych appt today after a longer break from treatment, in a new clinic etc. The guy was the only one at the clinic with a wait time below 3 months, and the reviews for him were all either 1 or 5 stars. Keep your fingers crossed that I get the 5 star attitude 🤞

My most controversial #Arcane opinion is that Viktor isn't given enough agenda in the narrative. he's a main cast character and yet almost everything happens TO him instead being done BY him or his choices.

Bluesky's accessibility settings. There are two choices under alt text: Require alt text before posting (selected) Display larger alt text badges (not selected) and one under Media: Disable autoplay for videos and GIFs (selected)

Writing alt text makes you a better writer.

I'm having dreams that I mistake for reality again and I don't like that.
They're not hallucinations, I think? Just things that I remember but can't tell if happened yesterday or I had dreamed of last night, like someone messaging me something or me seeing something on the net

Accidentally gave my DnD character the perfect setup to be a trans egg and I am now very tempted to actually weave it into the backstory...

Me and my Brother 1 are very different people and sometimes I wonder how are we even related, but then I remember we both absolutely fucking love "Techno Kopter" by Alan Aztec and realise yeah, the autism in us is similar at least

I should probably redesign the outfits of my OCs. While I like the characters themselves, I clothed them back in 2015 and it SHOWS

I wish all exhausted artists a very "may you rediscover the joy of drawing"

To whoever mentioned putting instant potatos in sauce and soup to thicken it up.... Thank you, and I love you.

practising drawing by thinking about it really hard and not actually doing anything

One thing that prevents me from using Bsky more is I only see images... I love art but I also want to read people's opinions, that's what I use Twitter for mostly... How do I retrain my Discover feed 😭

There's a guy at the newly opened Lego store whose mission for the shift is, from what I can tell, to stand at the entrance and pet a Lego cat in view of people passing.
Amazing.

for Therapy Homework reasons, can y'all answer me this:
how do you feel when people cry next to you? what is going on inside your head? what do you want to do? And I mean cry for a long time, like 20+min meltdown, not a brief tearing up.

Oh, no, I don't think they're that kind of company. I wouldn't have applied if I thought they were into playing mind games like that.

Calling anyone is my genuine least favourite thing and a last effort in any situation, so no thanks. It also may be a local culture difference but that would sort of make it look like I'm pushy/desperate/weird.

Honestly I feel it may be healthier for me to give the hope up this time, because if I keep hoping I'll keep being distracted and anxious. If it happens later, it'll be a nice surprise. It was a Want, not a Need to change jobs, anyway. But thanks for the kind words!

The gamedev interview I had probably fell thru, coz they said they'll answer in 2 weeks and more passed.
I still think I did excellent and would've been a great fit, but I guess they thought I'm not in the budget after all.

I talked to someone about "single point of failure" the past week, but I don't know to whom. Or if it was maybe in a dream? Was reminded of it because of a cyber security training at work and now it won't stop bothering me...

I have a feeling that most smaller (in comparison to Twitter or Facebook, I mean) platforms are like that 🤔