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sneak peek for a thing i did for @arcanewomenzine.bsky.social !!! i got real ambitious with this one and everyone else did so amazing so i do home y'all check it out! preorders open!!

lil sneaky peaky for a thing i did for @vancozine.bsky.social !! preorders were extended go check it!!! :DD

cute and quirky drinks straight from my brain tap for @anomalyzaunzine.bsky.social !!!! preorders open!! go check it!!! aaaaahh!!!

also have this for @deadpixelzine.bsky.social !! look at em i put them into cute outfits :)) zine out soon!!

KIM KITSURAGI - "What is it, detective? Can you make it out?"

BULLET - "if you read this you are gay lmao"

1. "It, um, doesn't say anything."

2. "Transgender ideology. My old foe."

3. [Espirit de Corps - Medium 10] "I think you should read it for yourself, Kim."

lil preview for what i cooked up for @starstruckalnst.bsky.social !!

preorders are open until the 28th!! and they're for a good cause!!! go shoo why are u still here, go!!!

a close up of a cartoon character with its tongue out . ALT: a close up of a cartoon character with its tongue out .

mmhhhhnynnneyumyumyum

commish for @grrotto.bsky.social ily #kimkitsuragi

a million years late but i wanna be active around here finally so teehee #anyamouthwashing

Before I knew it, I gained the permanent friends I'd yearned for as a sad, lonely, neurodivergent kid.

A wolfpack.

A family.

So here's to us going into 2025. For more memories to share and more fits of laughter that bring us to tears. I love you guys.

Happy New Year.

Even after that, we all started to play almost every game we could, dragging each other to Jackbox nights, Roblox, Fortnite— more that I had planned to immortalize through art but ran out of time. (still drawing that tho gang trust dw lmao) ...

Everyday up until 6 in the morning just goofing off. What we used as an alternative to Discord/Here.fm soon built up as a sort of virtual house for us to share, X-Mansion. (bc obviously i was brainrotting wydm) ...

That I would just gain friends through a common struggle. But then, on a particularly lonely night... I offered to invite them to watch a movie online on the site that our school used for face to face calls, Gathertown.

The rest was history.

That week, none of us got sleep. ...

Couple that with my mother and I's financial situation being so rough enough that we can't even afford therapy anymore, safe to say that the noose was already tied around my neck.

But like every year, my cowardice stopped me from actually taking the leap.

I thought that was the end of it. ...

2024 one of the worst years I've ever had ever since I gained object permeance.

From failing to graduate high school, getting broken up with my girlfriend of 5 years, for said girlfriend to rape me and most of all, just being alone for it all, I thought this year would've been the final straw. ...