Meda ♡

i will pass out if he comes out looking like this tomorrow

Thank you! 💛☺️

We had front row seats in the seated section and now we’ll be dancing away in golden circle standing so I’m just 🥰

Like ahh!! Seeing my bias live after years is so exciting I was literally smiling from ear to ear last Sunday nearly the entire time :] Almost cried and almost feel like crying just thinking about how happy hearing him live made me.

Seeing Jinki again tomorrow!! 💛 Heart is so full that I get to attend his concert in my own country and I got to see him in Paris last week! ☺️

few more weeks and then i’ll have no school responsibilities for a while so maybe the stress lvls will ease, but i’m still anxious about not being able to have longer alone time and also about being in contact with people while i’m away so idk if anything will be better

i had such a good run with getting dreamless sleep and now i’ve had nightmares again the whole week and it just makes me feel so vulnerable and sad all the time and idk what to do i just want cuddles and to feel normal for once in my miserable life but i don’t have time for a breakdown

nothing like coming home after walking in the rain and going to wash ur hands after taking ur shoes off and the entire bathroom smells like literal shit

idk what to do to the plumbing here bc it sometimes just does that for no reason 🤡

like, i have a life?

the same thing has happened even with friends multiple times if i have deleted or taken a break from some social and that feels shitty enough. but yeah idk it feels worse when it’s messages that i don’t/can’t answer for only a literal day or two. our school work can wait a day

really don’t want to be so easily available via phone/socials anymore bc apparently people feel really entitled to my time just bc i answer fast 95% of the time. when that 5% of not being available happens, i always end up feeling like shit due to how people react

honest to god moaned out loud when i laid down in my own bed just now

i love traveling but jfc i always get so tired

sjskk spotted myself jamming and shaking the shating star

it was such a fun show!!

Onew posing with his hands in his pockets and nighttime Paris cityscape behind him. He has reddish hair and lip ring and is wearing a dark gray suit with a cropped jacket

Full-length photo of Onew with the Paris skyline behind him

Onew wearing his encore outfit and holding up the fanmade banner

251110 onew_griffin officials

파리 찡구들의 사랑으로 더 빛난 오늘✨

Today shines even brighter with the love from my Paris jjinggus✨

#온유 #ONEW
#ONEWTHELIVE #PERCENT
#ONEW_THE_LIVE_PERCENT
#온유더라이브 #온유더라이브퍼센트 #온유콘서트

Hawkeyes #onepiece

They’re going to see Phantom of the Opera #onepiece

I wanna squish his cheeks so bad

lee jinki (onew) of shinee in his solo concert yesterday in paris, in yellow jeans that have black hearts, a black hoodie and a black and yellow knitted hat with cat ears and two sunflowers on it. he is pictured singing with his head down in front of the audience in blue lighting

picture of the freebies i got from the concert from other shawols along with the banner. a bunch of fanart, stickers, pictures and bunny themed lee jinki (onew) freebies

thank u paris, jinggus & our precious jinki! 💛

ⓘ this user is very eepy.

had a sweet craving as well tho today so i made and ate oatmeal cookies! but yeah i really need to get my hands on some of that kimchi again bc it’s been haunting me for multiple days 😂

mostly normal salty foods I think? but it just get’s oddly specific and I do notice I crave also ”ingredients” like the other day I was craving radish kimchi (specifically the jongga brand) and today i really wanted baguette topped with brie, tomatoes and pesto lol

i sometimes wonder how bad my pregnancy cravings would be if i would ever be in that state (let’s hope not but walk with me here) bc my normal cravings are already quite strong in my opinion… also they’re really weird and specific sometimes?

boy groups just don't sing their asses off in every single song like they used to

I'm happy that Mamdani won. But I won't let that get in the way of my celebrating Cuomo losing.

The Dimitri finds out meme, which is a two panel vertical meme of a guy being interviewed by a lady. The caption reads "The club is bumping, the ladies look good, the alcohol is flowing." The second caption reads "There is much pain in the world, but not in this room."

Bluesky rn

as someone who has been keeping up with nyc’s politics nearly as much as my home county over the years, i felt such joy seeing that mamdani had won when i woke up this morning :} a great day to witness some light at this long tunnel

Mamdani: "New York will remain a city of immigrants, a city built by immigrants, powered by immigrants, and as of tonight, led by an immigrant."

hearing ma meilleure ennemie still makes me ridiculously emotional, i’m blaming especially stromae bc just his voice makes me so nostalgic which makes the gut-wrenching song hit even harder

idk if it’s the meds i’m taking or blood loss or both but i’m absolutely dreading going to school feeling like i might faint on top of everything

pros and cons list of waking up today:

pros: i feel better than i did during the weekend

cons: that doesn’t require much, i’m dizzy as hell for some reason & i have over seven hours of classes i can’t skip today

also the most fuckass timing again and i’ve never had a migraine last that long as it did last night i felt like i was in my own personal hell not being able to sleep despite being tired, everything hurting and having weird fever nightmares awake, i’m so tired i just want to cry while being cradled