Daniel

Baby I'm anxious, please hold me and tell me it's going to be okay.

Maybe all I need to do is learn to be comfortable with being alone.

Now, I'm hurt a little bit. The moment I needed the foundation to be strong.

Keeping you close, shouldn't have to be hard.

I'll do my best for you. Whatever that is left of me.

Tears my soul apart.

I'm only allowed to love him from a distance, until the end of time.

If I was empty space and you were a formless shape we'd fit.

Hey me, how you been? Gotten ready yet? A few thousand miles away and your mind is on the one back home. Maybe pack lighter this time.

Hey you, those hands feel like they've touched a thousand lifetimes.

What have you seen, who did you love, where did it hurt?

I'd like to trace every single line when you hold me every night until we fall asleep.

Hey me, been too busy at work to write. Life's been hard adjusting, slowly growing my support system again. Hang in there and we'll be out of the woods soon.

Broken my spirit so bad, I'm not sure if I'll ever find myself again. Find myself the same person before all of this began.

30.

Some happiness comes to visit, let it not be fleeting. After endless nights of being brokenhearted, I'm almost there. There is light at the end.

You sent me off to be broken by the rest of the world. You were supposed to protect me.

Slowly cleaning the house. Can't believe I let him overtake my wellbeing. Only noticed how bad in shape my living condition was after he left.

It's very hard for me to differentiate whether I left a hurtful thing behind, or I was the one being abandoned again.

Going up for air. Finally.

Sorry you feel that way, but too late.

I think at the end, he finally realized I still exist outside his peripheral vision; that I am my own person with or without him. Just as how I was before we met.

Why are you so fucking toxic and soulless.

He really wants me gone, but wouldn't do it himself. I just want to be happy with him.

I believe he would do his best, I should be supportive of it.

If you're not sorry then your loss.

Why can't I just invest my efforts in someone else.

Oh my god he's so insufferable.

Now I know where you stand.

The loathing on his face, priceless.

I'm unhappy. I wish I could save myself.

Parasite.