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gnosia anime so good I would highly recc it but I feel it's so important to experience the game first and foremost. fun emergent experience

please play gnosia it's so underrated and so good. and then go watch the anime

watch good and terrible movies, eat lots of good food and cook new weird things. everything. I want them to enjoy it as if I was still there with them. to smile and to cry too if they need. but to never feel guilty for any of it.

I'm scared of dying and leaving my family suffering. I would want them to know that I love them and to give them my blessing to move on from me, let me live in their memories where I belong, and find joy everywhere in life past my death. I would want them to be happy, play games, shop for deals,

death by bobbled brain

might also have to do w the fact that I had this migraine since 2 days ago and on that day I laid down bc of how much pain I was in but accidentally slammed my dome hard against the wood arm rest of the couch so if you stop hearing from me well this is why

I feel like shit today physically really awful migraine and it feels like I haven't had a good sleep since like ever

everyone should buy kirby air riders when it comes out. please.

dreamt that a fake star wars hover craft crashed into the roof of my neighbors and my dad was stressing and I was so worried he would die in the dream like girl

these feelings sometimes go by and it's so frustrating, I feel like I'm angrily yelling at a child who pisses me off bc she's being stupid like no santa doesn't exist dad's never coming back but that child is literally just me.

how sad that magic doesn't really exist. that my dad won't come back as if yes love was enough to bring him back to life. bc it really feels that way. I miss him so much every day, it feels impossible that I won't ever get to talk to him ever again. and yet I still sometimes think he can come home

raqio being the gnosia will never not be funny in any loop bc it always just feels like "oh damn I didn't know raqio was infected I just wanted their ass outta here"

could not be any happier about how much care is being put into kirby air riders

not that I cared btw like whatever u say Beautiful... haha yeah u can have the nuclear launch codes

(initial hndr line reaction) eito is so sweet... his face so darling.... can someone tell me why his transformed weapon is the Ultra Hyper Death Scythe...

it's not healing if what I'm doing is getting used to not thinking about it. but when I feel aware if it, it breaks my heart. I wish remembering him now didn't have to be so painful when I'm only doing it bc of how much I miss him.

then I lost the battle for the day, and there's nothing else to do but wait until the next day comes and see if I can manage better. but I don't see myself ever truly accepting it. I'm afraid I will always be in denial

I'm not prepared, it hits just as hard if it were yesterday. I mean, a couple of months is no time at all. but it also feels like an eternity. some days I try to think of it having happened years ago, like I've had time to get used to it. bc if I really think about just how truly awful it is

there shouldn't be a need to say it. but I am always thinking about and missing him. and every time I do or say anything else, it's only in spite of my grief. it has not lessened at all. I think you just become better at compartmentalizing it. but it's still there and if

classic bad danganronpaisms of making everyone stupider for no reason other than to try to prolong the very obvious mystery

slasher route kinda sucked but yay hiruko wooo baby that's what we've been waiting for that's what it's all about

I went to the LA svt concert and this time my heart wasn't fully in it but they are unfailingly funny and beautiful irl wow Please come back every year

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as a kid we went to vietnam but my dad chose not to go bc of his health and so I remember when he left us at the airport I pretended to cry to my cousins for a second only for it to really sink in that I wouldn't see him for a month and then I bawled for real so I was literally

without me ever asking that from him.

he was not talkative but he always let us know he was thinking of us, always making and leaving food out for us every day, like clockwork. asian parent love language you know. I miss all of his food experiments he would always make. he made things bite sized bc he knew I liked to eat them that way

having him be here, the feeling that life is just good and things are same as they've always been and will always be. I've been thinking lately how trying to remember is something I keep denying myself bc it hurts. but I'm afraid if I don't, I will forget what life was like right before he left

it's so hard to look at recent photos of my dad. it's some of the most pain a human can feel. it's like I'm taken to that night again.. but I miss seeing his face and so I try to. I put photos up of him wherever I can. I miss the feeling of him being around. I'm scared of forgetting the peace of

gnosia anime is actually crazy good so far better than I could've hoped for but I still choose to recommend others to play the game first bc the experience is so unique and unmatched and once you get into the rhythm of it, it's super addicting. love the game so much

I literally don't care that he keeps calling me ugly gross stinky whatever u say my angel baby

if eito bad then why so cutieful