envian

i am slowly makin a come back,, been in a real different place for the last like year

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rewatching akame ga kill,, EVERYONE IS DYING WHYYY

grapefruit and blackberries, i eat them as one and know satisfaction beyond description

poodles look like if a man was in a suit pretending to be a poodle, even moreso when im watching a video and a poodle is running in slowmo their form is oddly humanesque

YouTube video by envian grey matter

youtu.be/rDP1yroOdj4?...

new song thing, lmk what you think :) 🌟

8 hour zoom call, no phones, camera on, no breaks, starts in five minutes, god help me

tonight!

YouTube video by envian grey matter

youtu.be/rDP1yroOdj4?...

new song thing, lmk what you think :) 🌟

YouTube video by Ping Pong SUSPENSE SOUND EFFECTS

lol the show im watching keeps playing this (almost exactly) during fight scenes and such
youtu.be/o9mJFqqgG88?...

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rewatching the anime i had to pirate off like 20 different sites in middleschool hell yea

my hands are not the same each hand is very different

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i swear on my life theres these very tiny flashing/shining lines that connect all the stars together when im looking at them, kinda like how a spiderweb shimmers but its mostly hard to see, does anyone else see these lines in the sky ? it might just be me idk

im doing things on bandlab, im recording guitar, then autotuning it to a different key then loading as many effects as i can on it, i might sample some of it tho tbh cus it sounds kinda sick idk i just like messing around with noises

lols ive also given myself some wild bangs, theres lots on the internet too of "hacks" for hair cutting which is cool,,, i usually just trim a little but the other day decided to do an accidental asymmetrical bowl cut lolol

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thats awesome ! ive been doing my own for like 5 now lol, havent gotten the hang of it quite yet BUT there's improvements

i am excited to start training, hopefully, hoping that a spot opens up, i really dont want to go back to dishwashing, my wrists still ache

i try hard to not feel hopeless but i end up in a weird crippling numbness which is arguably worse cus then im just wasting my day and having horrible sleep, idk, i decided the best option is get a "real" job and make "real" money

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i keep getting flashes of conversations in my mind and feeling like ive been punched in the face, i had to ask someone a question so i paced up and down one isle for 45 minutes and started getting lightheaded from the anxiety rush

if theres one thing im good at its giving myself a shitty hair cut

driving is a nightmare but also hypocritically one of my favorite things to do

unfortunately my anxiety cannot tell the difference between actually dying and pulling up to a green light that i think is going to turn red (so literally all of them)

my throat hurts, please excuse me while i put my face over a pot of boiling water