Iris Vail

FUN FACT!
this cabbit is a lazy fuck who needs to fix her networking because she lacks usb drives to transfer video files from her stream pc over to her main pc for video editing. this has been an issue for literal months now and 3 minute clips slowing filler up her 2TB of storage on the stream pc.

this was achieved this morning on stream ^^

treasure all who you hold dear, you never know when their time'll be up.

Can't move forward if your always looking back.
Can't learn from the past without looking back.
So glance, don't stare, recall but don't dwell, learn from but don't let it control you. ~Iris 2022

for those of you who dont know what your missing, this is the stupid shit I say off stream, lol.

To be surrounded by people,
yet feel like you have no one.

To always be busy,
yet never feel accomplished.

To act like all is fine,
yet almost nothing is.

To exist only due to an inability to not exist.

To restrict ones self so much that you almost feel nothing.

tis a terrible feeling.

Schedules now Just Monday, Wednesday, Friday, every week, same times though.

soo, I kinda keep forgetting Bluesky exists, SO! have some in use updates from the world I've been working on in Collaboration with the VRC Home Group. all the pictures here are from testing, But I do hope it can show off some level of skill in blender and Unity. ^^

RIDDIM NIGHT // DEC.12
(all times cst)

@clozrmusic.bsky.social
MISTYVOID
@dj-red4cted.bsky.social
KATAOKA
@terkoiz.bsky.social
BADLANDS

Join the group (TNFRDZ.9139) or any of the DJs!

This event has been asked for WAAAY too many times again, so come and get stupid with us Friday! :))

I'll make sure I'm there ^^ cant wait.

any riddim heads wanna play riddim in vrc next Friday? 👀

If I vanished, what would you do?

hehe

Hot take:
Industry game devs should use computers with hardware that's 5 years outdated when designing and play testing games.

so do make sure to stop by the weekend events they've been running, I usually try to get atleast something done to the world once a week, though there will be some bigger addons in the weeks to come.

New Update has been made for the Home event World I've been working on, Cosen was massively helpful with shaders and UI stuffs, but this weeks update for the world is visual stuffs mostly just AL outline options and a moveable control panel hidden in the world,

Castle Crab

but that's just 1 example, but I've got stories similar to this for many things of relation. from simply asking to hang out with friends to world creation, game development, video editing, coding, personal time, and its all the same story, its easier to just do shit my self. not rely on anyone.

exa, years ago I asked a few people to help me learn avatar creation, 1 was an immediate no, the other 2 said sure thing, 1 of them removed me a week later, and the last one rarely responded to me and never had time when asked, but had the time to teach someone else that they met through me.

Why is it so hard for people to understand that I don't reach out, tis gotten me burned so much and has made me wait in some cases literal years before I made any progress, its far easier and faster to just do it my self rather than waiting on some dipshit to do what they said they were going to do.

I wonder how many people I'd piss off by released a Boing 767 vrchat world on September 11th next year, lol.

I found my into the semen mi... er, cement mixer. lol, I couldn't passup the joke.

yee, starten to get more noticable white hairs on my own head, so figured would be fun to have the model reflect it, the vtuber model is lacking behind in updates due to time it takes ot make those

The wall is growing. lol.

what are ya lookin at?

I forgot my password for the past week-ish
, just remembered it, lol

here's a little life lesson for everyone, live your life how you want to, live without regrets, after all in the end all you'll have is your memories, then all you'll be are memories. make them good ones, for those who leave you behind, and for those you'll leave behind.

The Face of Pure disgust, might make this my pfp

some pictures I took last night. ^^