tilden (hiatus)

i just find it best for everyone if i step away for now bc otherwise i'm just posting ":( drawing hard wehh" every week. i've spent too much time complaining to the internet and close friends and not enough time focusing on improving myself. i need to actually act my age.

(a bit of context bc i've probably deleted past posts: most of the time i attempt to draw i get so stressed and dissociated that i end up falling asleep. my therapist and i haven't been able to pinpoint exactly how this started but she suggested i try my best to push through it.)

muting servers i'm in and logging out (for the most part) to focus on improving my art + mental health. i'll still answer discord dms i just need to step away from social media so i can actually focus on drawing. still not on adhd meds but i'll try my best.

i was thinking the same thing!! im so excited he's really cute ;w;

happy birthday!!!!

i hope you feel better soon!!! sick buddies... 🥲🤝

#VGen #commissions #puyopuyo

important, please read :(

Aaaand its done! Wholesomeslop of my ocs. Ain’t it so fun to disregard canon lore and play dolls with them?
(Posting for the 50 or so people who are still active on this graveyard of a platform lmaooo 💔)
#ocart

i thought it ended already 💀😭 (i haven't watched it either)

LMAO ILL TRY... its mainly an art hiatus but i guess if im uploading covers ive gotta draw too huh//

i looked at your files and damn there's a lot of songs i've been wanting to cover :0

Spreading the Dia de Muertos propaganda cause its my favorite festivity ever and the hype was too big this year that it leaked into my other favorite thing: My OCs
Every day the “Madoc is mexican” headcanon grows stronger 🧡
#ocsky #art

once the universe stops kicking my ass ill hopefully actually be able to make art / covers / etc 😭

i feel bad my account has just turned into me posting my ko-fi every week or so 😭

of what to do. i am unable to work an actual job and definitely couldn't handle it rn even if i could work. i feel so stuck and i hate feeling unreliable bc i couldn't even manage to do 2 art pieces. i wish i could just push through things like everyone else.

i had to cancel my commissions bc my mental health is not very good currently and i shouldn't have taken them in the first place since i already knew i'm not at my best rn but i'm just so stressed about money. between my fiancé losing his job + our food stamps being cut i'm at a loss (continued)

idek how he became my fav tbh HAHA
i love furina so much, her story is really good 🥲 i shed too many tears playing the main quest she's in 💔
oooo sigma is best boy i love himmm he's probably the only normal character in that whole show/manga fr 💀 bsd is uh. hard to explain ngl... especially now 😭

very odd choices i feel but either dito from drakengard 3 (sorry, LOL) or maybe sigma from bsd 😭 ? or furina from genshin... dang it's hard to pick just one 💀

Hi guys! Opening commissions again 'tis the season, I will prioritize the animated icons because I want them finished for halloween but there's options! (i hope this loops)
vgen.co/PellLepp
#ocart #art #artsky #commissions #VGen

i like her too! her hair is really cute ;w; makes me miss my blue hair era HAHA

💔 he's my fav HAHA literally just made a fanserver for him the other day LMAO (dw i'm not hurt xD)

Post from POMNİ - YouTube @Catdino_officiall Congrats on 100K subscribers 🥳✨ I draw your OC as a gift for your 100K subscribers

i’m sick of this youtube.com/post/Ugkxge0... this person is stealing my art and oc now too i want to die genuinely

damn i complain a lot, sorry 🫡 ill try to be more positive so my account isnt just tildens rant corner

guh i'm frustrated bc i keep trying to draw and everything looks bad 🫠 i have comms to do why is art block hitting me Now

by the way, the character of mine that was being used by someone else is Jes (my clown bunny) (pinned rn) so if you see anyone doing that or drawing him and claiming it’s for someone other than me it’d be great if you could notify me ;;;;

Giratina

you weren't even being rude what the hell 😭

ew what the hell??

HUHH who the hell..

i know nothing about typology or hsr so im just sitting here like Hmm *nods even though idk anything*