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My home is too quiet without Reg here. I haven't known a home without him, since I was 22. I'm almost 39.

I hope he knows I was there with him at the end, and when my time comes, I'll think of him so he can be there for mine.

Until then, I'll think of him everyday.

I love you, my silly boy.

I am late, but happy birthday! 🎈🎊 🎂

Thanks to everyone who's shared and donated. It means a lot.

Its very lonely here without him, but I'm doing my best to keep my chin up. He's been one of mt best friends for 16 years and my source of comfort when I'm lonely. Now he gets to be with his sister again.

I miss my cat.

Had to say goodbye. Just got back to an empty, quiet apartment. I can't believe I'll never come home to him greeting me ever again.

Still on a hiatus, but my cat Reginald is being taken into the ER, and things are not looking good. Im currently eating into my rent and groceries/bills for October, so anything helps at this point.

I know everyone is struggling, but I'm looking for any avenues.

ko-fi.com/underarchon/...

Anyway, no hard feelings if people want to unfollow. I've given up trying to have more of a presence in the FFXIV art community because I just can't keep up with the demands of socmed, or even my own personal desire to draw.

-- I am so beyond exhausted that I'm barely able to function day-to-day. I support myself 100%, too, so I don't have options when it comes to taking a break.

Idk fam, things are rough, and I just wish I had the energy to draw most days so I'd have some creativity in my life.

--and I have a work trip next weekend that I'm hesitant to go on because my cat isn't doing well.

I've had to mostly tune out things beyond that, or I'm just going to shut down completely. I want to be present for the things happening in the world/my community, but --

To be real, I'm extremely tired. My body won't let me rest and recover. I have more doctors appointments lined up over the next 2 months than I've had the entire year I've had insurance.

Reg isnt doing well, I found out his sister died a month ago, I'm waiting on life changing health stuff --

Going to take a long blsky break starting Monday. Lots of health stuff + doctor's appts, pet stuff I've had to deal with, and work.

Working on finishing a comm, and that's about all I have creative energy for these days.

Mutuals, feel free to reach out if you want to keep in touch over Discord.

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I miss Daft Punk.

Sadly no, just because I work FT+ and dont always have energy to draw. I ended up taking a lot longer than I like to finish things. I may again in the future!

Sometimes I post Reginald :)

I should just rebrand to an Urianger thirst account 🤷‍♀️

This is legitimately what I look like while drawing him

I should just rebrand to an Urianger thirst account 🤷‍♀️

This is why I am up until 1am...

It's a minifig SE is doing at a pop-up(I believe) in Japan. They're gacha with a limit of 5 per person, sadly, but he's not as popular, and I imagine he'll pop up on proxy sites pretty frequently.

He is my muse and I am but a vessel foe his visage.

For the morning crowd.

I gotta say, for not using a lot of reference and being rusty, the anatomy on this ain't half bad.

This is why I am up until 1am...

I'm re-playing the RDM quest line since I first did it years ago, and I'm REALLY getting the X'rhun appeal, when it dawned on me: X'rhun is Miqo Urianger.

I just think that if you say, with your whole chest, that people (children) being killed by pteventable gun violence is acceptable to protect the second amendment, I can't feel all that sad for you if you're killed by a gun.

I'm trying my best not to get too worried, but I'm dealing with very scary health stuff on top of work being brutal lately. All I want to do is something creative, but my mind won't cooperate.

My cat is losing his sight and hearing too, and dropping a lot of weight. I'm just at my wits end.

I live in DT Portland, but I also don't have a car, which is why it's always difficult to obtain. Last time I had it was in Vegas for 2023 FanFest T_T

The closest In-N-Out is over an hour drive from here, and I weep every time I think about it. I love that place dearly and will not be hearing criticism about it ever. Thank you.

As a native Californian living in the Pacific Northwest, this brings me equal parts joy and sadness.