BLADE BIRD

The truth is I’m doing very very bad but trying to make the most of it

Every now and then you identify the thing to say in a situation that would cause Extreme Trouble and you know better than to say that but a small part of you does want to!

the little things,
it really is the little things

I’m really struggling to trust others lately

Feelings so bitter, I couldn’t possibly swallow them

i both find this relatable and very much enjoy your Personality when you do feel comfortable enough to be Expressing if that means anything

to those who haven’t, i hope it was all worth it i guess.

I guess i should be grateful i even have the option, but i am stressed and overwhelmed by it all

literally cant do any of the healthcare shit i need to until february

“I’m normal about this” and other self affirmations

some things are exactly as you fear

If i, drunkenly or otherwise, have ever trusted you with a Piece of Myself, please be gentle with it.

sometimes ill consume an alcohol or other substance and ill just be Talkin

I want to learn to be vulnerable without the weird aftertaste, the “why did i say that”

Aughh it is not my week at all. Sorry!

I wonder if this person will ever know how much hurt theyve caused me

think i got a form of crippling anxiety where its hard for me to feel happy or satisfied with anything i do and i interpret most praise an insincere but i will carry on, create and try to enjoy the moments anyways

*in the most condescending tone i can muster* ah, i see that you were Visibly Inspired by a piece of media. this talk devalues your artwork you know. real artwork is obviously when your inspirations and influence are things i Dont recognize

SF is really so nice

“I want to be friends with this person” is a sickeningly anxiety inducing feeling or is that just me

LETS GOOOO

the only solution is to keep making art

i still want and need to draw and i will but no more artfight enough is enough

im soo proud of me for resisting the temptation to do artfight

kind of not really doing ok right now if i had to be honest

its fine i just hope everything’s alright

waow dude you are like… such a lainpilled schizoposter… thats so cool

and the hypervisors, how hyperly they vise

i have to get even gayer

lately much more willing to drop like a hundred on a “retro” game for my ps2 or smth than a new one because at least with the older game i actually own it and it will be complete and playable offline