im sleepy

at least i have you gherle shirato

sometimes however i really wish i could stop living in this fucking society like im sorry. this shit just sucks

a lot of my experience growing up has been being told No One Actually Gives A Shit about the things I thought were important world issues

sometimes i wonder how my OCD got this bad but then I remember I grew up in peak internet 14 year olds era so

love looking up a ship on pinterest because it's just a bunch of 14 year olds with undiagnosed moral ocd arguing about the complex and abusive dynamic of Literal Gingerbread Men.

no one cares about my achievements anymore (i can all of blackboxwarrior from memory)

This is a huge interest of mine actually! I have heard of solutions where if after the max time there are no signs of improvement they extend the sentence until there is. I also believe a system like thid would incentivize taking accountability a lot more heavily

thought id lose today to an episode too but my classmates keep playing peak music so i guess not

i had enough whiskey to realize it wasnt my fault gn

it's been about. 4 years. not exactly today but im thinking about it rn. i will never see a black turtleneck the same way. i hate missing people who changed me.
life's a bitch

and then the world kept spinning

man im feeling less anxious and disgusted lately i sure hope nothing bad happens
the nefarious My Family:

i love my friends

A digital drawing of the post author's original character, Mika. Mika is a slim, pale human with bird-wing ears and long white hair. Mika is wearing baggy jeans and a simple grey shirt, leather gloves, and is adorned by a silver tracking bracelet and a shock collar around her neck. She is visibly bloodied in this image, appearing lethargic, and striking a cutesy victory pose. The drawing is meant to be a sad but funny commentary on her nature as an assassin in the story she is from

i drew this Mika recently

might fuck around and ruin my life hash tag oh cee dee recovery
(im done feeling disgusting)

partner is rewatching midnight mass and talking about it to me and im trying not to cry my eyes over riley

i should probably get diagnosed with ocd at this point theres no way i dont have the thing

mental health is crazy because like. the paranoia is relentless the intrusive thoughts won't leave me be and im terrified of the future and the past alike. but when someone asks me if ive gotten better or worse the best i can say is "idk. ive started listening to deftones tho"

an original character design. the character appears feminine, however its face is completely shadowed out, save for the teeth. the character wears a black and grey dress with a gray capelet, and a white glove. there are ruffles on most of the clothing. the image has no background

i have this character... made it when i was really young. its the concept of death and shapeshifts based off the person. no concrete shape usually and becomes different based off culture n the circumstances surrounding a death + has some sense of justice but usually nice

literally nothing feels aafe to me im always convinced people want to harm me for whatever reasons. everyone wants to accuse me of crimes and cage me type paranoia
actually unlivable

cursed with paranoia so bad ive stopped unpacking my own stuff yaaa

Apple.
I am normal about #Roninfe

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damnation!!!!!