Tea

[Dysphoriaposting]
Fuck I wish I could get top surgery instead of having to deal with fucking binding.

I am going to kill @library
Living with this man means that I am at risk of finding pins and needles anywhere.
In this case one ended up stuck in my sock.
Which is about the worst place I can find one.
OH WAIT, I found one in bed the other night. That's worse.

[Complaining about the healthcare system for trans people, specifically medical invalidation]
The system here is absolutely fucking batshit.
They also just straight up don't help people if they even *seem* non binary.
Guy with long hair? Nah not man enough.
Girl but you are kinda butc[...]

[Complaining about the healthcare system for trans people]
This bullshit has resulted in things like transfems who have been put on wayyyy too much antiandrogens so their T levels get nuked to 0
Which is bad no matter who you are.
And then walk around for months and months with this b[...]

[Complaining about the healthcare system for trans people]
Also on a slightly related note it is absolutely fucking insane that we have been put on a HRT dose and not had ANY levels checked in like a year already and the next appointment is in like either June or July.

For all these [...]

I just realized that this instance is on the bubble of the main wafrn instance
That's actually really nice.
The community over there is lovely and the more we get to see them the better honestly

[HRT, just thinking out loud]
Considering asking our endocrinologist when we have an appointment with them in the summer to move us onto gel so we can actually get a hold of the meds we need.
Seems slightly more impractical in some ways.
But if it means we have consistent access then [...]

Hvis menneskekroppen er designet burde designeren få sparken.

Ivar Matlaus Bokkafe sine bestevenner🖤🏴✊:

- UFFA
www.facebook.com/uffabookingc...
- Rosa Bøker
www.instagram.com/rosabokoslo/
- Anarres Bokkafe
www.anarres.no
- Blitzhuset
www.instagram.com/blitz_booking/
- Kafe 44
www.instagram.com/kafe_44/
- Karlsøyfestivalen
www.instagram.com/karlsoyfesti...

Is there some joke I am not getting here?
What?

I don't really mind the others in the system wanting long nails.
But also they are getting long enough that I am having issues using a keyboard normally.
But no cutting them is impossible.

For the sake of trying I threw another few cores and more RAM at this since we really can afford it.
There is no point in having a bunch of RAM and CPU cores if you don't use them
And things feel a bit more snappy.
This could just be placebo but whatever.

Like it seems to mostly sort of work?
I can also manually fetch things from over there.
Maybe it will work itself out a bit over time?

Bsky posts seem a bit slow to come in?
Got the bsky interface up and someone followed me and it hasn't showed up here yet.

I thought I would get annoyed at wafrn and end up wanting back to the comfy UI of sharkey but no.
I actually sort of like this.

[Physical Health -]
I sat down and did nothing for a while and now my shoulder just hurts constantly?
Ow
Can it not?

Also because my body is fucking cursed my wrist also hurts like fuck now too for some reason???

Søteste tingen eg har sett i dag...

Kitten on s bed curled up asleep

Godt stekt rundstykke

For those on the bsky side of this who see this or any of the other posts by those of us on bsky.is.sillyand.gay.
If you want to see the full text of posts without having to click any links or anything try using https://reddwarf.app/ to browse.

Oh right because I'm on wafrn I can bite people now.

[Physical Health -]
Fuck me I reached above me to grab a thing and now my shoulder hurts like all fuck
Guess I ain't lifting my arm for a hot minute.
No idea what the fuck happened but it isn't pleasant.
Almost felt like I dislocated it for a split second?
Hanging down my arm feels of[...]

I am so happy to be living somewhere with a supportive community that can help with things like this.
As far as I understood this came from someone who no longer needed them for whatever reason and had just donated them on.
I don't even know this person but I am so grateful.

Because the community around me is fucking amazing I now have more than just one binder.
I can finally feel comfortable without having to wash clothes every other day just to wash the singular binder.

Hoseki no Kuni manga at the library...
I should read it.