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Mes πŸ¦‡

@mesenoth.bsky.social

Hi! I'm Mes. Illustrator, art supply goblin, and dark fantasy enthusiast. I vent a lot dont mind me That one recepcionist that draws at work ❀️ Videogames, comics and art! About me! https://mesenoth.straw.page

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I'll never forget that one time a patient came in with a Joestar tattoo.
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room

11.08.2025 23:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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We released Pipa from her prision! Her leg is free from bandages!

30.06.2025 11:41 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel sick. I miss her a lot.

27.06.2025 08:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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I miss her

26.06.2025 08:07 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Bard!

25.06.2025 20:51 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Now I'm familiar with this kind of sadness, but her absence still feels very weird. Just go to sleep.

25.06.2025 01:56 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Working on some designd before going to sleep

25.06.2025 01:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you so much, it means a lot

24.06.2025 14:53 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

⚠️CW: pet loss.
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025

24.06.2025 13:28 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

It's been a week. I've lost track of time

24.06.2025 12:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

My first thought in the morning was to check on Mika since she was not in bed with me... Then I remembered.

24.06.2025 09:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I think I'm getting used to her absence and it terrifies me. It's like she wasn't really there if I don't feel her absence anymore.

24.06.2025 00:09 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Had some fun with friends from Valorant :) feeling a bit better

23.06.2025 22:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Drawing is my way to understand the world around me. I never expected it would help me process grief. Interesting.

23.06.2025 16:05 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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The day she passed, I stayed with her body for around 20 minutes and memorised her exact pose. I drew her today from memory on my planner, in the page dedicated to that day. You can see a little birthday cake peeking through the next page, (which was my bday) what a sick joke.

23.06.2025 16:03 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I am very sorry for venting this much on this app. It's the one where my friends don't follow me or don't use it.

22.06.2025 09:40 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Waking up without feeling her warmth next to me, gaming without her in my lap, drawing in my desk without her pacing around, not hearing her meowing for our attention when she wakes up from her nap...
Her absence is too much to bear.

22.06.2025 09:36 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Summer solstice

22.06.2025 09:35 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Pipa gets twice as much love now. I think I'm starting to accepting it

19.06.2025 09:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It's 3AM. I dont wanna stay alone with my thoughts. I've been playing with friends to keep me distracted...

19.06.2025 01:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The day before my birthday. That was fucking mean.

19.06.2025 01:10 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ–€πŸ–€

18.06.2025 20:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Love the idea

18.06.2025 16:33 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I still don't believe it.

18.06.2025 16:32 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

She is gone. And I don't know how to handle the grief. I stayed with her even after she stopped purring, after her little heart stopped beating. For way longer than I had to. I just couldn't process it.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.

18.06.2025 16:32 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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I drew the baby before going to the hospital. Reminder that comms are open to help paying the bill! πŸ–€
#cat #sketch #art #commission

14.06.2025 23:20 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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I only ever drew her once before. I can't draw cats, they're too complex. But I have been struck with fear lately. She is purring next to me, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hear her again soon.
I love you, Mika.

14.06.2025 15:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Pipa broke her leg recently as well, there's plenty of medical bills we have been facing lately. I just want my babies to be ok...

14.06.2025 12:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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⚠️EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS
We have found two tumours on Mika and the treatment is out of our budget rn. It'd help a ton if you repost <3
More samples of my work below.

#COMMISSION #pet #cat #art #commission

14.06.2025 11:43 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

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