Apollo Rain

time to play my favorite daily game: do they hate me or are they just bad at texting ??

missing them but they always take over 24hrs to respond

how do i gain a crush while maintaining a stable sense of self? … no borax

creds to original posters on tiktok

incredibly sane about #yellowjackets 🙂‍↕️ nothing obsessive going on here- normal stuff.

sometimes i disagree with the notion my sister and i are sun and moon coded but then i run into her in her all purple outfit as im wearing all yellow 😪 never beating the allegations

if this brand is horrible lmk and i will delete the post but i just got this shampoo and it smells SO GOOD !!!! im allergic to perfume but this is supposedly all natural fragrance so 🤞 we will see but it smells so good im obsessed- fragrance is white tea and mandarin

gotta stop drinking bc i keep having lesbian thoughts

compared to another sister of mine who got me a shirt for christmas one year and told me i wasnt allowed to alter it in any way.. wore it maybe once- i must cut/dye my clothing

love my sister- i pulled an all nighter working on a sweater and she comes into my room at like 6am and im surrounded with faric scraps from a jacket she gave me, and shes like “oo are you getting some good use from that jacket??”

all the people in my photography class choosing pictures that show off their skills and hobbies- the one i chose.. i feel it really embodies my vibe

netflix got rid of my squidgame pfp and im PISSED

i was really excited and sharing with my sister about how i got an invite to hangout with friends and she was like “oh and i bet youll find any excuse not to go”. like queen, you don’t understand- I NEED THIS

let it be known if we ever drink together- 3 drinks is my LIMIT. i am a lightweight with addict tendencies and i will want to keep drinking despite the fact that i get tipsy off half a drink

i wish nothing more than to find my dandelion in the meadow

listened to all of the hunger games books this weekend

councilman during a meeting “know i dont know any trans people but-“

my ass sitting right in front of them

my mom usually mimics my exit lines- ex: “peace”, “later”- this morning i did the eda “BYYYEEE” and she did it 😭

hate having dreams bc why did i just watch an entire MARATHON of a dude i havent seen or spoken to in years

whats wrong babe youve hardly touched your transgender icecream??

bone collecting

starting to understand men more 🙂‍↕️ i wanted to cry bc my check hasnt come in the mail yet but instead i chose to do hard manual labor that NO ONE asked for (scraping ice off the sidewalk)

i love intuitive eating bc i know when i randomly crave icecream (i dont crave dairy frequently) i know im about to be on my period and this is my bodies way of letting me know i need to increase my intake of fat and sugar (ive had icecream for lunch twice this week)

its always “know when to ask for help” until its a youngest sibling consistently knowing when to ask for help and then its “being spoiled”- like nah i just know i have people i can reach out to, and if they cant help im okay on my own but its always nice to have help!!

me “reluctantly” agreeing to go to my moms work holiday party knowing damn well i have a crush on half the staff

love when i get off work and my body finally realizes its gone 8hrs without a meal and i immediately start fading like mcqueen in cars3

hate wishlist season bc i never know what i want due to the fact i buy what i want when i want it :/ also i just want a surprise but no one knows me well enough to get me good gifts ☹️☹️☹️

keep in mind my og craze goes so hard i was once upgraded to first class on a flight when i was a kid bc i ask for so many refills, probably 4 😭

every few years my love for orange juice reawakens which is a real bummer bc im medicated now so i cant have it midday :/