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minestrone 😁

I did indeed have the soup and it was GOOOD

they convinced me to have 2 aperols and we smoked some weed after so I’m crossfaded for the first time in like one and a half years

There’s one vegetable soup and a salad 💪🏻 what should I pick guys

just checked out the menu from the restaurant we’re going to and holy shit there’s literally nothing I can eat 💀

i forgot that my aunt invited me to dinner tonight and now my day is ruined because bf and I have to postpone our date

my scale has to be lying 😭 there’s no way I’m at 51.0kg rn, I ate like shit the last few days

however stress is the most important factor and I haven’t been able to be 24/7 relaxed lately :(

after 1 month of doing the anti inflammatory diet, either gluten or high carb deffo makes me break out, sugar as well and cheese too

anyway now that my period is almost over it’s time to lock tf in again

I feel like my moms scale is lying to me again. First it said 50.9kg and then 51.2kg

after a million mental breakdowns my bf started teaching me math and now I’m starting to understand it for the first time in 15 years 😍

I’m so done with uni already, I wanted to attend a mathematics pre-course but they put me in a way too high level AND I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYRHINT 😭😭😭

i ate around 1600-1800cals per day in the last week because i was super hungry 💔 yesterday evening i got my period so now im just rotting away on the couch

I’m stuck at 51.4kg rn helpppppppp

yeah :/ i feel like it also might be the big amounts of sunflower oil that are being used in the majority of german meat alternatives

i was convinced i don’t tolerate soy but I started eating tofu again and everything is fine now?? i think my stomach just doesn’t like meat alternatives, i only tolerate a few products but that’s fine

me and my silly bowls against life

i know!! but it’s all going bad now that we have conservative politicians in charge 💔

germany :(

i had a portion of my fav pasta 4h ago and I’m still so full and bloated to the point where it hurts to sit down 💔 idk what i did wrong

mcdonalds isn’t offering vegan burgers anymore in my country 💔 bye bye mcdonalds

lazy dinner + protein shake bc i just came back from a loooong swim

then it’s just me i guess 💔

do yall also get these embarrassing dreams where the bathroom is never free and you almost pee yourself

I’ve been smoking more 🥦 lately tho and I can feel the toll it’s taking on my brain already ☹️ I can’t focus as well and I keep on forgetting thinks. Could be stress related as well but idk

the thing is, I only smoked for 3 months and only started bc I tried to quit snus. so I figured quitting wouldn’t be that bad

day 4 of quitting cigs: I already forgot that I even used to smoke LMAO😭

soup

soup

I always feel like a witch when I drink it hehe