Nikki Null

...you just unlocked 25-year-old memories of the ancient flame wars as people crashed out about trolls lying about Stop 'n' Swop working in the Banjo-Kazooie GameFAQs message board

Protomen Part 3 Album cover - This City Made us a character stares into the city as in the distance a giant beam of light shoots from the mountains into the cloudy sky.

Everyone SHUT THE FUCK UP Protomen dropped pre-orders for Act III theprotomen.bandcamp.com/album/act-ii...

Coheed and Cambria mentioned 👀

Our Simulated Selves by Nikki Null A trans technothriller novel about a simulated apocalypse and recursive truths.

Now that my book's off Kindle Unlimited, I can distribute the ebook more widely!

Starting with itch. I know they're wrapped up in the payment processor censorship thing, but it's still a hub of trans digital literature that means a lot to me. This book belongs there.

nikkinull.itch.io/oss

Can I share an ambition with you all?

Trans lit is what sparked my love for reading and writing again to a level I hadn't enjoyed for years. It was a beautiful part of my transition.

My ambition? That we grow. We break new ground. We leave a mark. That we find the magic in the telling.

Anyway, the 90-day Kindle Unlimited period for Our Simulated Selves ends Saturday. I'll put it onto other ebook platforms shortly after that!

Does Kindle Unlimited start pushing books hard a week before the KDP Select period lapses? It could be a coincidence, but it also feels like an algorithmic ploy to get authors to re-enroll and keep ebooks Amazon exclusive for 90 more days.

#7 in LGBTQ+ Science Fiction (Books), #18 in Transgender Fiction

Amazon Best Sellers in LGBTQ+ Science Fiction: Our Simulated Selves in 7th place.

Our Simulated Selves hit #7 in LGBTQ+ sci-fi 😮

I got lucky with a TikTok and sold 7 copies in the past 4 days. That's a surprisingly small amount of sales to reach the top 10, but I'm overwhelmed and grateful.

I wonder how many sales it'd take to hit first place for a day? Watch out, Chuck Tingle!

Trying to explain logic paradoxes to my six year old. He claimed “it’s Opposite Day” so I explained why that statement must always be false. After minutes trying to get him to see my reasoning, he said “well see… I have a sword.”

I was too stunned to respond. This is why the world is the way it is.

Something they don't tell you about your first published book is that it will completely tank your ability to finish the second, because you are too busy constantly refreshing your store pages in case someone left a new review in the last six minutes (there never is)

I hope you find and enjoy the book :)

The eBook is only at Amazon until the end of the month (Kindle Unlimited requires ebook exclusivity). After that expires, I'll bring it to itch, Kobi, and other ebook places. As for softcover, that's available at both Amazon and the Barnes & Noble website!

I'm Abigail, I write lesbian fiction for my fellow sicko lesbians. If you like trans women, lesbians of all stripes, and some pretty fucked up sex then I'm your girl! You can read the public chapters of my current big project here:
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- Share your fiction, essays, poetry, fanfic, thinkpieces, and other writing below.
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Our Simulated Selves by Nikki Null - a mind-bending quantum thriller about simulated realities, manic pixie dream girls, trans awakenings, and the struggle to overcome the simulation's controller.

I'm a trans writer who self-published a sci-fi novel!
Our Simulated Selves by Nikki Null.

A depressed programmer scanned his brain to run a dating simulation to see if he could've dated his coworker. But his simulated self has wildly different plans. It's like the Matrix, but even MORE trans.

"my headache is worse now, but it might have gotten even WORSE if I didn't have all that coffee..." (and 100 other lies we tell ourselves)

Entirely reasonable! Every episode is totally different and I love a few of them, but most of it is existentially depressing. I can’t bring myself to watch the new seasons either, because most of the dystopian technology the early seasons warned about is already here 😭

my wife and i wrote Star Trek Voyager: Homecoming, issue 1 out today

my book on The Matrix’s trans allegories is my pinned post

weekly trans essays are at www.tillystranstuesdays.com

and you can watch our trans sci-fi short film about love and hope at the Seattle film festival online, right now 🩷

That’s a good ratio! I’m curious about which one’s left out 😅

Our Simulated Selves - a mind bending quantum thriller about simulated realities, manic pixie dream girls, trans awakenings, and the struggle to overcome the simulation's controller. June 30, 2025. ebook: Kindle Unlimited and Amazon Paperback: Amazon, B&N, and more. Warning: This novel has been known to permanently transgenderize unsuspecting readers. if it doesn't work, better read it again just to make sure.

I wrote a trans sci-fi novel, "Our Simulated Selves"!

Ren is as oblivious to his overwhelming gender dysphoria as to the fact that the world is a creepy dating sim controlled by his miserable real-life counterpart.

A must-read for fans of Black Mirror, The Matrix, Eternal Sunshine, and estrogen!

I swear I’m going somewhere with this… check out Our Simulated Selves by Nikki Null, a trans sci-fi novel about simulated realities, manic pixie dream girls, and trans awakenings. 4.99 for an ebook a... TikTok video by nikki null

I was hoping to promote Our Simulated Selves *without* being annoying on TikTok, but that wasn't working out... so enjoy my unhinged marketing attempt. It may not have resulted in any sales, but at least people like the ad 😅

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#queersff #translit

Ooh! Check out "Our Simulated Selves" by Nikki Null.
Admittedly I may be *slightly* biased because that's me, the one who wrote it 😅 The MC is completely oblivious to being trans until halfway through the book, but we do get there!

I couldn't help but laugh when I started getting texts to my deadname from Pete Buttigieg, the day after he threw trans athletes under the bus and tried kicking the can to local sports leagues

Expedition 33 has entirely consumed me. That's the kind of game that makes you wish you spoke a little French.

Aww thank you, that's an honor! The book ain't short, either!
I had so much fun writing it, and I'm so happy that made it through into the work :)

I don't think I've said this yet, but your title and those comps are incredible! I have it preordered and can't wait to read this.

Just saw that it's #SelfPublishedAuthorsAppreciationWeek!
I recently released Our Simulated Selves, a queer sci-fi that's like Black Mirror on estrogen. Part cyber-thriller, part cozy, part post-apocalyptic, and 100% trans.

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My passport came back correct with the gender marker changed! My previous passport expired and was misplaced in a move (probably buried in a box somewhere) so I reported it lost as well. I applied, expedited, on 7/9. Thanks to @erininthemorning.com for all her reporting on the whole passport case.

Hey I wrote one of those! A trans sci-fi book called Our Simulated Selves. I still haven't gotten any posted reviews, but people love it and it's really good I promise!

I knew I should've updated in November, but here we are. I got everything else legally updated back in 2021. In the application, I attached my court clerk stamped name/gender update order and the Orr class membership form from the ACLU. I'll let y'all know if it works!

I filed the application for an (expedited) passport renewal along with the gender marker change on July 9. Today I got the notification that the application was 'approved' and is in the mail... that doesn't necessarily mean it's going to come back with an "F" on it, but I'm hopeful.