Jovian (He/They)

Hey, you're doing the best you can and thats all that matters. You don't need to apologize, no good person would ever hold it against you

I'm so glad you stuck by me, honestly. It mean so much

She made it out to be me harassing her and told everyone to block me. And sent the screenshots of my worst moments in my mental health. actually, @starlilyy.bsky.social was one of the first and only friends to still reach out to me eventually, and she was how i learned about the current situation.

At that point she and I had said it was water under the bridge, until she blocked me in 2020. 2022, and I got back into ff15 and remembered her and tried reaching out, just to ask if it was okay if I used some of the stuff from her ff15 fic in mine (mainly Hecate, obviously not the rape bits)

I always tried to apologize once I had a clear head again. But she had saved those screenshots of a teenager having a mental health crisis and eventually, she sent them to her discord for ff14 friends after a couple of years.

But she and I mainly had our falling outs when I would split. I don't exactly remember but I remember I would be suicidal and say shit I didn't mean. Awful shit about how she wants to screw whatever kpop singer, how I wish she was dead. I never truly meant that shit, and I always tried to apologize.

As in, roleplaying with me when, again I WAS 16-17, and having Hecate DRUG THE CHARACTER I SHIPPED GAIA WITH WITH AN APHRODESIAC, AND ANOTHER RP WHERE SHE MENTIONED THAT HECATE WOULD RAPE THAT SAME CHARACTER.

She let Gaia be one of the main ocs in her fic, and I loved it. It was a lot of fun. Until she made Hecate, who was supposed to be Gaia's doppelganger/clone. Hecate was also one of the villains. But she made it really gross with how Hecate was toward the character I shipped Gaia with.

But from the off, the weird thing she had with asian cultures was always a thing. Her FF15 oc wanted to be a geisha, while honestly being pretty much a basic white girl oc. Brown hair, blue eyes, fair skin, etc. Whatever, doesn't matter.

Looking back at it it was weird.

I, a teenager at the time, like 16-17 was happy to have my oc in a fic that I thought was popular. But I was incredibly mentally ill, and confess that I wasn't the best person. I said shit I shouldn't have in moments where my BPD got the better of me. That was what caused my falling outs with her.

She has always been weird about other cultures. Like her oc for FFXV wanted to be a geisha. I remember that clear as day. If anyone remembered her old fic Rabbit Heart, my oc, Gaia Machina, was one of the "main characters".

First off. I mainly was friends with her on Wattpad back in the day. Not even afraid to say my old username because fuck it, I seriously do not fucking care. I was PiplupFanRose/RoseTheOtaku. Doesn't matter much in the grand scheme, but to those who might have known that kid back then, hey, its me.

👀 I still need to sit down and take a day and watch/listen to this but this is hilarious

If you haven’t seen it yet, WE MADE AN ANIMATED COMIC! It’s a short scene from my radio play “Megaton Girl!” and we want to turn all 8 episodes into this! Give it a look and consider supporting it on Patreon.com/megatongirl or Ko-fi.com/amtrax

I STILL APRECIATE THAT!!! Thank youuuu!!

Still gotta give credit to @pinkcadaver.bsky.social for this idea

Definitely one of my favorites

My most recent one

FFXIV GPOSE POSTING HOUR STARTS NOW!!! (it won't actually be an hour of course buuut)
TikTok linked below I think?

#finalfantasyxiv #finalfantasy14 #ffxiv #ff14

Suuuper basic question but any advice for aspiring digital artists who want to try to make their own comics? 👀

THE BEST FF7R CHARACTER!!!!

People who unironically say “Go woke, go broke” deserve a broken nose.

I SERIOUSLY CANT GET OVER THE RAINBOW BEING A PAID ACTOR

JOURNEY JOESTAR!!!!!! WAAAAAAA!!!! #jjbaoc

Make somebody happy right now, even if that somebody is just you

pokedoodle #21
[ #art #pokemon #owedart #commission ]

Screw it! Some of my art be upon ye!
First two were commissions for friends and the last two are two of my Final Fantasy VII ocs, they're two halves of a whole idiot and I love those twins to death (also they're two of my oldest ocs 💀)
#myart #originalcharacters #ocs #ocart #smallartist

Awww thank you!!! ^^

So idk why I made this, but I'm here 💀
I'm starting out with doing digital art, I write fanfics, and I have a lot of ocs 😅 attached is my pronouns page thing so yaaay