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this one is specific and motivated by something i cannot fully place

is it really fetishizing to want to watch a passoid tgirl fuck and humilate a clocky tgirl while she cries and gasps and is forced to repeat that this is all she will ever be good for and we are the only ones who see her for who she really is

wtf.... i havent even been trying that hard and i jus realized my cervical kyphosis is like.... almost gone... now i DEFINITELY gotta be working on my posture more

im sorry... im trying so hard... but i am just not turned on by guys trying to dominate me.... i cant take it seriously...

i need someone to give me money for dxm

inmight be leading him on but also sexuality is fluid

why cant i flirt with a boy without him falling in love with me

he wants me so fucking bad i cant ohh my god bro.

i had a nightmare about the flood last night. it happened again, here in our new house. its been a while since i had a nightmare like that, it was so fucking scary. it felt real, it sucked so fucking bad.

maybe my issue is that i often treat boy friends with the same kindness and affection as id treat girl friends that makes them start liking me so much

the new plan is make this boy my bestie so i can continue ti have friends to play. and maybe turn him gay

actually this is good for me bc if he said otherwise i wouldve thrown up on the spot

i wish boys were gay..

hes straight cut the cameras (i kinda already knew but it makes this significantly less fun)

sick pervert who gets horny to the point of sickness but doesnt rly like jerking off that much (me)

wheres MY swag asian skater girl

whenever i see somebody with a shit opinion i make a fart noise in real life bc thats how i feel abt it

i tried for a split second to establish a boundary of "this is just innocent flirting and isnt going to become anything." then he started acting clueless, messing wit me and i immediately said "im going to bed" LMAOOO

i should not allow this to happen but i have literally no willpower

STOP FLIRTING WITH ME IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU LIL BRO

every time i start to feel sick regularly like this it makes me so fucking scared i get flashbacks to last year and i get so so so so fucking scared i dont want to be that sick again i dont want to suffer like that again idk if i could do it

i want a creep boyfriend to punish

you ever feel so sick and nauseous you just start doing random vocalizations and going like AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i am the only one from my high school friend group who remained trans

"back card is real" "hole card is real" "tummy card is real"
thank you for reminding me to be self conscious

little do they know i got a massive fucking boaner in call.

igot to the point with my new straight boy (assuming) friends where they feel comfortable acting really fucking gay wit each other around me

if you dont suck the strap youre not getting it. its that simple

i like top-breaking

this is less about just expression if im being honest... but boys who dont transition/dont experience much physical dysphoria while being feminine. i find myself being incredibly envious, because i feel like. morally worse. but my dysphoria causes me to be weird about gender expression