niku

sometimes i hate myself and i hate the way i look but then when i dress up with the mindset of a twink im like holy shit im js a pretty boy

thisll be a place for inside thoughts and art that i dont consider good enough for main acc

yeah
that sounds good

considered using this acc as the only way i can talk from my art acc but NAHH thats boring
i should be more social on there not have ppl check two accs

stretching myself thin for a barely good enough piece wont get me anywhere in the art world

i dont see improvement because i dont actively improve

mayhe i should just lock in

sometimes you just really just have to ignore the children begging for free art from you

i hate myself im completing at least 4 artworks tn

here i am moping about how my art is never going to look how i want it and ill never improve INSTEAD OF DRAWING

i keep reminding myself to not base my arts worth on the attention it gets yet i cant help but feel empty

is this really the mentally stablest i get

i think i just hate interacting with people too immature to be on the internet

mofo has never seen drawn characters blink before

"why did it blink" WHY DO YOU BREATHE

i hate stupid people OHMYOGDDDD

begging, pleading nothing goes wrong this timeTT

yo why am i lowk cooking rn

I WAS WONDERING WHY NO ONE WANTED TO INTERACT I THOUGHT THEY ALL HATED MY DRAWINFJF TT

I JUST REALIZED I DIDNT QUOTE REPLY TO A DTIYS AND THATS WHY NO ONE SAW ITHTHTHFJJ

me needing to socially recharge after talking to one person for a minute every other day

im probably js being salty rn sobsob

maybe its because they were from more popular creators and more well known by the community

why did four shaded busts win over me

i feel like
people who arent artists shouldnt be the judge when they host art contests.

lord give me strength

not naming names but you should be even grateful im willing to sketch for you??? fym you want a fully shaded art piece to set as your new pfp youd probably change in a week

i feel like im at that stage where i can refuse people for free art from me but i still said yes AAIUGHF WHY AM I SUCH A PEOPLE PLEASER this is why i disappear from social media after not even a year later i hate being unable to say no

I NEED TO LOCK IN" i said for the 15th time in the past 7 hours

ive been throwing out rendered art after shaded art for almost a month now and im deeply terrified of the burnout that might be looking at me through my windows rn

what am i gonna do w all the robux im probably gonna win ?!? no idea i dont even play roblox