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People still use this, right???

i know this piece looks like shit, it isn't my best work.
i'm trying to let go of my fear of creating something perfect so i can go back to the real roots of what my art was always for, expressing the things i can't easily say so it doesn't fester and rot inside my chest

there's nobody to share my memories of them with, nobody that remembers them that is willing to talk.
i'm alone with my memories and grief for someone that was acknowledged as little in death as they were in life

there's no closure, no sharing stories of their life with loved ones, nothing.
nobody speaks of them anymore, nobody wants to acknowledge they existed- not because they did anything wrong, but because they mattered so little to the people that should care most once they became inconvenient

it feels horribly messy to grieve someone who meant everything to you and impacted the person you became in such groundbreaking ways to go out with not a bang, but a whisper.

nobody with means caring enough to mourn, and those without means unable to put together a proper sendoff

a vit of a vent piece to try and express my experience with grief in this past month

a messy and smeared charcoal image depicting a distorted skull

messy grief.

A pencil sketch of a tired looking person sleeping sitting up, surrounded by various items that symbolize sleep, caffienated drinks, medications, and a dead battery.

"I wish I could sleep all the time like you haha"
No, you really don't.

Aka I took an accidental nap now drawing hard

Dude hypersomnia sucks so bad, like I can't take a little nap bc it just screws my brain up for the rest of the day

Messy pencil sketch of a person looking terrified with unfocused eyes.

I have resting terrified face. Legit how I look when spacing out

man, am i FUNCTIONING!!!!!!

adhd meds holy SHIT

WHOA i forgor i had this oops

messily drawn shadow the hedgehog crossing his arms looking to the side angrily. text off to the side saying "hot sauce bitch"

guess who watched sonic 3.. its me

A sketch of a male miqo'te in a pince nez doing a fan dance.

Terrific sketch by @lucifalls.bsky.social at the Dead Rabbits nightclub on Goth night. I wish I looked this good.

#FFXIV

Idk how people can just quit jobs without caring or worrying lmao... I'm losing my mind

A brown dog weariny a tiny green tutu and with tiny fairy wings surrounded by mushrooms and grass

Little christmas present for someone!

The pokemon piloswine with a blank background

The pokemon piloswine on some snow

Forgot how quick and easy copics are. More christmas gifts for roommates

"too big, try again dipshit"

"idk wtf is going on but it sucks ass"

"head larger. why do you have such a hard time with fucking heads dude"

"ew learn how to draw faces"

highlights of the dumb notes i take while studying anatomy

A gouache painting of the pokemon absol with a small white moon behind it, the background is a vibrant magenta and purple.

A gouache painting of snorlax laying on a bed of green grass.

wooo some holiday gift wips! theyre not looking too bad so far luckily

what do you mean i have to go back to work

Ohhh got it, you're a troll. Have a nice day.

Whoaaa I didn't expect so many people on here to like my art, thank you guys! ♡

Another finished #ffxiv character sketch!

Warmuuuuuup

some guy came into my front yard and took the worlds biggest shit and covered it with his jacket it was so wild?
wildest part is our security cameras didnt even catch anything so it just randomly appeared

Sketch of a woman looking down with a frustated expression, the sketch is done in red colored pencil

I was feeling shitty abt my art but then I remembered that digital isn't my strong suit

Another work sketch

Wanted to make a quick icon so it isn’t always the shitty moogle