Speki: Shiny Pokemon Hunter

after a week on T i feel a little more like myself

or whatever myself should have been or could be

i feel braver

and HRT is a god damn miracle and anyone who wants to thieve it from our hands is a sadistic depraved bastard who deserves necrotizing fasciitis

This is ADORABLE!

Get in bitches, lets grow some boobies ✌🏼

Thank you so much 😊

Really considering one of those “one picture a day over the course of a year” projects to track the progress 🙂

Very excited to announce that my appointment went so well yesterday, I was met with kindness, compassion and lots of knowledge from my provider and am going to be starting weekly HRT injections of Estradiol starting on Monday after work 🥰 I am so incredibly happy and excited

T-minus 2 and a half hours until my first gender affirming care appointment, nervous but very very excited!

🤞 it works!

What a shame 😕 that’s really cute too

Thank you so much cubby 🥰

Bald and bearded non-binary person in high waist jeans and a white cami top and grey/pink flannel shirt hanging off of one shoulder posing with a grey purse with an eevee charm hanging off the side

I’m really excited about my early birthday present to myself 🥰 slowly narrowing down on a new style and feeling really cute 😊

Fingers crossed this appointment goes well and I can start living as my authentic self, happily and without issue. Thank you everyone who has shown me nothing but love and support so far, it means more than y’all could ever know 🥰 (5/5)

This was discovered through both TikTok that they offer this service as well as my provider so I’m feeling confident that I can start my medical transition here. I seriously cannot wait to get this going. It may not be by my birthday like I wanted but it’ll definitely be before November (4/5)

The two places my provider recommended are just not going to be viable for me at least right now. I think once I have a car situation figured out and am able to travel aside from public transport, I’m going through Planned Parenthood which is thankfully less than 10 minutes from me. (3/5)

Using these posts as kind of a journal of sorts to mark all of the steps I’ve been taking through my journey. I’m rather excited to look back and see where I’ve started from.

That being said I officially have an appointment for Hormone Therapy in 10 days and I couldn’t be more excited 😊 (2/5)

Okay so I know I’ve been talking a lot about my transition, and I apologize if I’ve been annoying y’all with it all. Truth be told, after going no contact with my family/old life, it’s really left me with just my best friend and my partner to talk to about this stuff. I’ve also been (1/5)

Got some really cute new puppy earrings today 🥰

I also set up an appointment with Planned Parenthood in about 2 and a half weeks as well for telehealth to start the Hormone Treatment conversation and maybe get started with them and then continue on over with one of the referred programs. We shall see what happens. Excited but still very nervous

I gotta be honest I was expecting there to be a wait but I was not expecting it to be about 6 months. I reached out to my provider to see if she’s comfy starting the process with her with the expectation that I would continue with one of the programs once I can get in.

Well appointment went well yesterday! Got my referral to two programs. One of which is accepting new patients but is booking out until February, and the other is maybe(?) accepting new clients but will reach out when something becomes available as far as Gender Affirming Hormone Treatment goes.

I’m getting so excited that I’m not sure I’m gonna sleep that much tonight, tomorrow I talk to my doctor about my referral for Gender Affirming Horomone treatment and I feel like I’m one step closer to starting this journey 😊 really hoping I can get things started by my birthday

Okay I’m having WAY too much fun with this look, it’s got me feeling some type of way. Def gotta work on blending a bit better but this is my first successful Smokey eye look and I'm very happy with how it came out! Thank you TikTok beauty influencers 😅

Thank you! 🥰

Feeling so cute today 🥰

All around just trying to do what feels comfy and good for me. Taking a kind and gentle approach with myself and not be hard on myself if I’m not where I want to be just yet. I got my virtual drs appt on Tuesday to get my referral for gender affirming care so 🤞I can start HRT by my bday next month

I’ve also been trying to assimilate more feminine stuff to my wardrobe by dressing more comfortably like myself at home and when out and about. Really enjoying leaning into how I feel on the inside 🥰

Got complimented on my makeup today by a coworker ❤️ she said it was a very nice “soft beat” and it literally made my whole day, especially since I slept in yesterday and took 2 three hour naps and have been up since 9:30 est yesterday night 🥰

Thank you ❤️

Well finally had the conversation with my partner about poss starting hormones to look more androgynous. There’s support and love and trying my best not to dwell on the negatives and the scary stuff. I cried but very happy to get that off my chest

🙈 thank you bubs ❤️