Kaede Marie

So my stream tonight is probably not happening. I'm going through a severe depressive episode and it's taking everything just to like, eat lol. I'll be streaming Repo at 4:30 EST on Saturday though with some people.

I think I just got an attempted scam during one of my streams, and at the time I was oblivious but I tried giving them my bluesky info and I completely derped and gave them the wrong one lmfao so I dodged a bullet I guess.

Starting off the New Year with having doordash messing up my sushi order, THEN I decided to get some from the grocery store, but they were sold out as well.

10/10 no sushi for me this year

So my 6 year old nephew wanted a cheeseburger for dinner, so my parents made him one and he goes "that's not a cheeseburger"

So we ask him wtf it is then and he goes "That's a burger with cheese on it!" and he refused to eat it. Kids man.

Man after 2 days of setup, I'm upgrading my 10 year old pc to something actually relevant for once. Now I can play Minecraft with 4K texture mod packs lets goooo!

My wallet lays in the hospital bed, beaten and battered from the month.
"did I do good?" The wallet asks
"You did your best my friend" I respond.
I pat the wallet, hoping for a speedy recovery because January is my birthday and it'll need to be in tip top shape for the onslaught that I'll bring.

I think I'm hanging in there, sometimes holidays can be the most stressful thing right up until the actual day, then it's all quiet and calm. I hope you're okay.

Gonna be joining up with her tonight if you guys wanna tune in, she'll be space legs and I'll be out in the void trying to get back to civilization for the next 6 hours.

It's almost Christmas and I've fulfilled my lame-o errands and appointments. Commence the burrito formation.

This might be a hot take but I'm exhausted seeing so many cats in media lately. Instead we could have more potato fairies.

#frogs

Nah it was directed at both me and Amby, I mean it'll be a story to talk about either way lol

So I'm sitting here enjoying some music when my dad just randomly texts me: "hey we're on for the gun range on the 23rd"

I've never fired a gun in my life outside of paintball and a crappy bb gun, but like...what's the occasion lol.

Experimented with some new brushes on this lazy Sunday. This is my batty slime plush from Slime Rancher that I have on my couch, it's ultra soft and squishy.

The only bummer part about the holidays (outside of sacrificing my wallet) is getting roped into tons of Christmas dinners and functions when all I wanna do is stay at home watching anime.

YOOOOO OKAMI SEQUEL LETS GO

#videogames #okami #letsfackinggo

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So I learned my lesson and decided to use color this time around. This is a bigger struggle bus than I initially planned for and this is doubling as my therapy. You guys are basically along for the ride as I get better at drawing but also learn to not be so hard on myself.

#art #rossdraws

One nice thing about being an adult is I can buy as much candy as I want and the only person who will yell at me is myself for eating like hot garbage.

Be me, working on this drawing for an hour and a half.

Teacher: So one reason I don't draw and shade in black is because it can look muddy over time.

I look at the crap I'd been trying to fix and just throw in the towel upon hearing that.

#art #portrait #whymustlifebehard

I really dig the sharks one!

God the ways of the digital brush are so vast. There's texture packs, a brush that just spawns flowers and even mood lighting. I was originally a traditional artist so knowing all this exists makes me feel like a major boomer right now lol.

So here starts my 6 month long bootcamp journey to learn how to draw and illustrate better, I figured I'd hold myself accountable by posting here even though I think this art is hot garbage lol. I just want other struggling artists to know it's okay to suck.

#art #foxes #beginner

Regularly posting on social media may worsen mental health in adults Adults who frequently post on social media are at more risk of developing mental health problems than those who passively view social media content, finds a new study led by UCL researchers.

Apparently a study has been done that says adults who engage in social media are more likely to develop mental illness. Joke's on you I'm already mentally fried from just existing. www.ucl.ac.uk/news/2024/de...

#Mentalhealth #disability

Just finished Dungeon Meshi last night and I'm frustrated we have to wait a minimum of another year to get to the bottom of the plot twists. I can't effing function right now.

I'm now finally watching season 2 of Arcane to cope.

#anime #DungeonMeshi #DeliciousinDungeon

I found this post on Reddit and reminded me of how bad my mom roasts me on a day to day basis.

There's a special place in hell for construction workers who don't put bathroom fans in. Seriously what is the point in doing that.

So since I tend to fly out on a more regular basis I found the cutest neck pillow for my travels.

#penguins #plushies

Tonight @ 7pm EST 🎥🔴

Streaming Mr. Buffman Lighter's agent story along with any other characters I've missed if time permits~

Is Lighter your favorite ZZZ character?
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#ZenlessZoneZero #ZZZ

Colorful risograph fan art prints

A daily planner notepad

“100% Juicy” embroidered patch featuring a juicebox

Spiral-bound recipe book with an illustrated food pattern cover

My 20% off sale is live now through Dec 2nd! Shop prints, stationery, and other fun goods at pommopress.com 🎏✨

Yooooo my kitchen's finally done after 3 weeks and staying at my parents' house. I love it so much I might actually cook something in it, like a hot dog.

#kitchen #renovations #holycrapmykitchenrocks

Eff you too Giphy