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꒰ঌᰔᩚ໒꒱ #shtwt #slittwt #shbsky

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໒꒰ྀི ˶• ༝ •˶ ྀི১ #shtwt #slittwt #shbsky

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#shtwt #slittwt #shbsky

#shtwt #shbsky

I hate myself a lot

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Im such a loser

I want to disappear

I hate my life

I'm sure he'll quickly find a replacement for me. It hurts, but i want him to be happy <3 I'm happy that im easily replaceable, so he probably won't be sad about me for a long time at least!

Ich liebe dich, du warst einer meiner lieblingspersonen. Jetzt wo ich daran denke, ist mir eingefallen dass wir keinen einzigen tag nicht mit einander geredet haben, seit wir uns kennen. Ich werde dich so vermissen..

Mein bester freund ich werde dich niemals vergessen. All deine wundervollen worte, unsere witze, und die zeit die wir mit einander geschrieben haben werden für immer in meinem kopf bleiben.

Ich hoffe ihm geht es gerade gut, warscheinlich nicht, doch die hoffnung ist da. Vielleicht hat er ja noch nicht gemerkt, dass ich ihn überall geblockt habe. Es tut my so leid mein freund

I can't keep venting in english, everyone will understand. If i vent then i think I'll do it in german for now on.

He was always so nice to me, treating me normally. He made me feel so seen and he made me feel like i was worth something. No one ever gave me that feeling

I can't imagine how he feels right now. He probably already noticed that I blocked him everywhere. I really hope he won't do something to himself, it would be because of me and i couldn't live with that thought

I loved him so much. I was rarely treated that good by someone, but of course there had to be something. something that would take this little happiness away from me. This is my life after all, i don't get to have friends or good experiences. Only disappointment and hurt is there for me.

Im so sorry for him. He must feel so sad

Nothing and no one is going to stop me now

This is all way too much

I ruin the lifes of the people around me, i just want to make everyone happy but im ruining everything

This can't be a coincidence. Why is so much shit happening to me.

My whole life is a mix out of bad experiences

I wish this all never happened

Im done im so done