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@ivantill.on.computer

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21 Followers  |  17 Following  |  52 Posts  |  Joined: 04.07.2025  |  2.0005

Latest posts by ivantill.on.computer on Bluesky

this lady has been making my life so difficult i thought it was over when she was quiet for the past few weeks but she’s being annoying again 😭 i can’t even imagine how much worse it’ll get during the holidays i need to just leave

06.08.2025 23:21 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i’m convinced i’m gonna die alone it’s not looking good for me

06.08.2025 02:50 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

GIVE ME

06.08.2025 02:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

i literally hating working and being fake nice to people in a corporate job when they all just talk shit about other people and act annoying af 😭

06.08.2025 01:32 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

you always get me

02.08.2025 19:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

sometimes i feel so annoying asking people if they wanna hangout because what if they don’t actually wanna hangout and are saying yes just to be nice 💔

02.08.2025 05:44 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i need more alt oomfs

02.08.2025 05:40 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i hate getting paranoid and thinking people are talking about me

24.07.2025 20:12 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ok this one i’m not mad about

24.07.2025 18:11 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

that’s understandable 😭 feeling like the second choice or like the last choice is the worst feeling ever

24.07.2025 01:23 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

you get me omg i hate feeling this way 😭

24.07.2025 00:47 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i hate when my friends show me some random person and go you look like her like okay…

23.07.2025 14:17 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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i literally never feel like the first choice when it comes to my friends 😭 i’ve also never been someone with a huge group of friends so i cherish the friends i do have but idk if they feel the same i always feel like everyone hates me

22.07.2025 22:58 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

why does this engaged man have me on his close friends list where he posts selfies

22.07.2025 22:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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she finally responded omg i thought she was mad at me

21.07.2025 17:01 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

anyways she kept going in my dms and i just never responded because who do you think you’re talking to 😭

20.07.2025 17:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

if i see her at anicon it’s gonna ruin my whole experience

20.07.2025 17:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

mind you she cut me off because i didn’t follow her advice on something?? like why am i obligated to follow your advice 😭 also i was the one going through something but she made it about herself by saying i was doubling down and not following her advice like who do you think you are first of all

20.07.2025 17:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

one of my friend’s hasn’t responded to my text and i texted her on thursday omg why do my irls hate me 🫩

20.07.2025 17:35 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

someone posted my ex friend on their story day ruined

20.07.2025 17:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

not oomf making a second account and getting cancelled

20.07.2025 05:08 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

helpp ty 🥺🫶 omg in high school this yt girl used to call me janet jackson because of my nose and it made me super insecure about it my whole life 😭 but like i’ve seen pics of her recently and she aged like milk so whose the one laughing now

19.07.2025 02:29 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i think it would suit you 🙂‍↕️

19.07.2025 02:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i remember when my cousins used to call me bug eyed since my eyes were so big smh but now i love having big eyes crazy how things change

18.07.2025 23:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

omg i’ve done both and a lash lift is definitely a lot more subtle i like lash extensions more since i do the anime lashes so they’re spikey and full 😀

17.07.2025 23:29 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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me if i had a remote job

17.07.2025 05:58 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i feel so exhausted on my in office work days man i just wanna lie in bed all day when i get back home 💔 i literally took a nap and now idk if i’ll be able to sleep

17.07.2025 05:57 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

help i liked with the wrong account but real omg i’m getting my lashes done on friday

17.07.2025 01:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

can these annoying random accounts stop following me here

16.07.2025 22:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ngl i feel so ugly without lenses now i’ve gotten addicted to them 😭

16.07.2025 22:32 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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