Hellenanow

Thats all anybody wants.
To work enough to pay bills and have a little leftover for fun things like chicken nuggies, or hanging out with friends.
But you just can't anymore

I've been that way since high school. The thing I want most is to take that part of my brain away so I can just be like everyone else.

Fucking alberta.....

Just a friendly reminder as we go into the holidays:

Folks don't have to explain to you why they don't drink.

If you offer them a drink and they decline, don't ask them why. It's not your business.

Just offer them something without alcohol to drink instead. And move on.

Wish I had the money to take 6 months off to recover from burnout.
Then just have a few more to write stories and see if I could publish a book.

That would be enough for me to live the rest of my life.

Sadly it will never come to pass.
Just burnout and pain that's my life.

Thank you for doing this.

I've wanted to do something to share helpful stuff in my community.
But I was anxious about all of it.
Especially safety and doing it for the right reasons.

Thank you for making safety #1.
And for being open to sharing the tools to make this work.
You rock.

Thank you. They have been a beacon to me.

Dennys is being bought out by private equity.
Fuck off.
I just want some part of my life not touched by those greedy bastards
Like fuck dennys was gone without your bs involvement.

Can we please just have an apocalypse already? These all half attempts have really just annoyed me more, so then thrilled.
I don't care if it's robots, plague, ww3, biblical.
Just hit the fucking reset button already.

Thank you! I've needed this today more then you could know

Even mightier the Dracula, capitalism drains us all of our life blood.

Shitty day compounded by life constant need to be shittier.
Not sure how I'm gonna handle this one. Just hope, I guess. But even that's distant at best.

I'm so goddamn tired of saying this but: this is it.

All the worrying that trans folks have had since he took office? This is why. This is the first step on a short road that ends with the criminalization of trans existence in the US. It isn't doomsaying. It isn't panic. It's right in front of us.

Bread and circus do wonders to stall the brains of the masses.
Lull them into submission.

Being kept alive by my anxiety, and spite towards to world today.
Can't wait till my day is over.
Oh but I forgot today I have a message therapy appointment that my benefits won't cover that I desperately need and a therapy appointment tomorrow
Dont have the funds to pay for both.
Adulting fun..

Been writing a bunch lately, poems and stories. Maybe I'll compile them and see about publishing them.

Back on my bs again.

My contract with Blizzard ends in one month. I'm still looking for a fulltime role as a senior writer or narrative designer! If you need someone who can write poetic prose, emotive dialogue, and sharp stories, I'm here. ✨

Right? All those gang having a chat and George just walks in looking for a bite. Funny.

It's alos Tony soprano not George Constanta but arts so bad it's easy to mix them up.

Thank you! It was bugging me I couldn't remeber.
I didn't have time to Google it before.

It is Pablo escobar from narcos/real-life
the last is the pachinos' character from the godfather always forget his actual name

I want to shout at those people.
"If I had the energy to fix it, I would. But I have 0 energy left after dragging myself through another day of adult responsibilities like working and paying bills, etc. DO YOU have the time to help me by cooking for me? No, then shut up."
But I'm to tired to fight

My dead name was common ( number one name of 1983) but my mom wanted me to stand out so she added and extra a to my name. Said the same but spelled diffrent.

I wanted to keep that, but I wanted a definite fem name and something classical
Helen of Troy, but added an A in honor of my mom
So Helena

If your looking for a cool army for old world Tomb kings are understand mummies leading skeleton warriors and animated statues to fight gods and demons.

Also vee is awesome.

I did the same thing in school, but with my "predictions".
I can see patterns in the world around me. So when I got high I would spout off things that I see happening. It made people uncomfortable. So I just stopped talking when I got high.
People still think I'm "eccentric"
I just think in 4d.

Always shop local instead of online sales.

I just want the dread. I can fix them I promise...
Nobody makes my baby wear watter wings!

If I ever became a multi millionaire, i would spend a bunch of it buying its rights back from zaslov and give it back to the creators.
So many amazing ideas are buried in that company's tax shelter.. I mean, vault.
I hate what business has done to media.

Sword magic is best magic.