Blue | Doll maker & 3D Modeller

Just got the twitch notif that my 3 year affiliate anni is coming up soon... Yippee??

Ive been MIA over there since October 2024, every time i try to stream again I have really bad panic attacks..

I wish I could,, but it's well and truly terrifying..

As I've gotten older, I've realized that I no longer have the time or energy for trivial drama or unnecessary conflict. If you have something on your mind, but choose not to communicate it with me, then that's not something I can control or fix. I’ve learned the hard way that relationships,

It's BOODARAH! @bootoober.bsky.social

Couple of renders of the 3D model I made of Boo for her birthday a few years back, I've learned a lot since making this, but I still love it so much ^^

Was so fun making her dance around in MMD too :3

#BooTheART

Disabled Creators' Award Voting Form (Round Two) Vote for your favorite creators for the Disabled Creators' Award. Please read each description carefully. There are 18 categories, and creators can be nominated for multiple awards. This form is due b...

I was nominated for 8 awards for the Disabled Creator Awards…one I didn’t even realize I was being considered for. I would love it if you would consider voting me for the category you feel I best fit. Thank you for thinking of me. ♥️

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🤝 being mutual inspirations to each other 🫂

Appreciate you so very many Spi, keep being amazing as always 💙

Your mindset towards life, work, and everything else, is truly smth I strive towards for myself too

I'm often stuck at home in too much pain to do much but in a similar vein to your at home maker space, I've been looking into what I call "couch hobbies" to fill in the gaps when my body flares up ^^

Stares at all the soft core in the asmr, vrchat and hot tub categories.

People find a way sadly

This change wont protect anyone, all it does is restrict and control. Drives me mad

This is an automated system based on the category you pick on your stream title.

This is abusable by picking the "retro" category & playing older games as this bypasses the check entirely rendering the system inoperable.

GTA 3 as a category is mature
but playing it under "Retro" is fine

And this is why i refuse to verify on any platform.

I don't trust any of them to keep it safe.

The OSA can fuck right off, it's making everything such a fucking hassle for absolutely no benefit to anyone, least of all the 'kids' it's meant to 'protect'. They didn't know what the fuck they were doing when they enacted it into law and now Starmer won't repeal it despite a 2+ million petition.

DISCORD LITERALLY JUST HAD A FUCKING HACK, WHY ARE WE DOING MORE OF THIS STUPID SHIT

SCANNING FACES PUTS PEOPLE IN DANGER YOU FUCKING FUCKHEADS

So remember that time twitch source code got leaked?

Yeaaaah i'm sure twitch will definitely store no age verification details at all, right? (ノ-_-)ノ~┻━┻

Don't scan your face. Use Death Stranding or GTA V instead.

please remember to use photos of norman reedus to pass these tests because they WILL store this and it WILL get stolen

Also: I'm monetized on twitch. They have access to all my business info. That should count as age verification, no? If affiliates and partners also get blocked im gonna flip my lid

I'm so tired of the internet blocking me, I'm almost 30 for goodness sake

Says the platform with people shaking ass for money with no CCLs. I can go on twitch logged out, and see ass.

The kids aren't being protected by this. The adults are being controlled and parents are still getting away with not teaching their kids internet safety

Honestly just being nominated means the world to me. My first ever nomination :')

SINCE WHEN??

Whoever nominated me for Disabled Woman of the Year, WHEN I GET YOU-- /positive (I will cry and thank you)

I've never done this before, I've never been nominated for anything, I guess the way to go about it is to say please vote for me if you feel so inclined??

Thank you ;-;

Hey! Did you know? <3 PLAYFUL RUDENESS when used on people who aren't your pals is just RUDENESS just letting you know! because golly, would it SUCK if you thought you were being chummy but instead were making people days worse every time you spoke.

quick PSA for those who need it!

a screenshot of Blenders statistics tab saying that my current project has 22,389,580 tris in it. for reference blender starts struggling at around 1 to 2 million

no wonder blender was lagging so much :)

I forgot I made this.....

Its about time I 3D printed the lil guy and made this real

👉🏻👈🏻

Do not impliment the AI auto clip tool Twitch has implemented a sign up for an AI alpha auto clip tool. This is very unethical in many ways to not just content creation but also to things outside content creation. I ask twitch to remove this sign up and not engage in any use of AI when it comes to content creation. Facts about AI usage Google’s single Iowa data center alone consumed 1 billion gallons of water in 2024. The first way AI uses water is for cooling. Data centers run thousands of powerful computers around the clock. As these machines crunch numbers and manage data, they generate a lot of heat. To keep everything running smoothly, water is often used in cooling systems. This can mean circulating water through pipes to absorb heat or using evaporative cooling towers that release warm air. Ai is trained to use already created content for training with out user consent. This has already been happening on social media. Twitch's AI clip tool ''claims'' they will not use user generated clips with out consent for training to assume what constitutes as high engagement moments for clip creation. AI data centers now generate 2.5–3.7% of global greenhouse gas emissions, officially surpassing the aviation industry’s 2% contribution while growing 15% annually. It is very important that people speak up and say no to the AI clip tool especially partners and ambassadors as this tool is very harmful to the community. Turning it off as an option is not enough.

Go Tell Twitch to stuff AI right up its ass.

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it takes time, but you can do it!
Ive been making dolls for 5 years now and im still finding new ways to make them even better ^^

I learned by observing mostly. Id been using blender for 5 years when i started learning how to make dolls in 2020, so i spent all my time researching the joints themselves, learning how they work then making my own, learning what works and what doesnt, and what i prefer to do etc.

life is a little different now, health has slowed things down a lot, but she never gave up back then and I will never give up trying to make this work now. Even if the goal now is slightly shifted from the original goal I set back in 2014.

I'll keep doing my best ^^

I made my first accounts as bluepixieart 11 years ago today.

It's wild that it's been so long. If I could, Id go back to tell past me that she's doing great. She's doing her best, still in college, just trying to make her dream work. 11 years later, she still isn't fully there but she's doing it <3

THANK YOU ALEXXXXX 💕

Thank youuuu!!

Thank youuuuu^^