doomsday

for the sabbath this week
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it:s a BEE TRAIN spring, and maybe infinite summer is coming, soon, too; i need to figure my next book to read -- i feel like baseball, NYRB just released reprint of universal baseball association, and i want to do Underworld, too; but i have more gifts; some nonfiction, but tsukasa in the morning

i haven:t taken any glass medicine at all this month and interpersonally i feel FANTASTIC(!); when i think of books i get excited and feel rejuvenated, when i think of tsukasa i feel deeply intimate, when i think of death i feel horrified, when i think of others i feel very soft; (my skin itches)

the sabbath is tomorrow, i:ve been very gracious in prayers but i:ve been taking it for poisons sake, and, though i:m thinking clearly, enough to finish two books already this month, there is so much poison out in the light lately; if i settle, the poison settles, and i can:t think anymore; no fever

i:d like to get to some finishing point for the litrpg project this month, i:d been writing to it each morning so far and some evenings while rewatching noir and .hack//sign, normally afraid to watch //sign because i think i:ll make it dirty but the weather is clean in the morning, + i think clearly

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finally, i can be home and wash from hands and feet soaked in degreaser

my monthly subscriber post is done, and posted; thank you again for everyone who supports me -- it means the world to me, thank you; and, even if you just read my stuff: that means the world to me, too, thank you
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fanart of my favorite binding of isaac character, bael

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just being driven crazy by it all lately; 3

still did not finish; didn:t finish it last night so i figured to scrap it again; what scares me lately is the pictures and the noises -- say, they:re in both, what more: about incitement to act; i keep am driven to act; say: to externalize anything is being fed upon by the bugs in the picture/noise

drew this for some person replying to old tumblr posts, thought it was sweet

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to my lover dear, i can:t finish it; i have to work early in the morning

my lover whom i love; turn to me my muzzle; my lover whom i love more than all else, to you i am a slave, to you i have lost my sense and my soul; my lover to whom i love, inside the noise there is a screen of many insects that drive me crazy and lay themselves into my food; to my lover whom i love,

the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gunnm; the gunnm; i am behind two weeks of blood owed; i owe two weeks of blood; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle because it is the TISSUE; the gun is stopped by the TISSUE; the gunnm; the gunnm

the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; i finished a book this week; i wrote a lot this morning; i am behind on blood; my prayers are no good at all

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Orsday Programming February 17 2026 A Connection Missed Daily

the programming for this weeks 8th day sabbath, wasn:t sure if i would make a post for it since i posted the image alone last night, but here it is again, all the same
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saw ropefuel post this morning and was so surprised i made fanart; very happy about the .hack news, i hope it gets so popular that all the old fans grumble about how new blood are misinterpreting this or that or something else silly like that; be popular! make money! grow! grow! go .hack! mail today

bought snoopy doll after work today because lonely; there:s a christian-themed peanuts calendar at a shop i clean and i flip it to the correct date while cleaning and at some point peanuts started to feel very precious to me; poisonous wicked roach in me to even want to write, worse to surrender; it

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master listener; master listener; master listener; master listener

master listener, master listener; master listener, master listener

three more posts to tie it up; master listener, master listener

Master Listener, Master Listener; the blood predator has touched my toes and is climbing through me to turn me back into clay; etiquette to concrete says, through chewing in the darkness, to be silence -- it is the role of earthenware instruments in the orchestra; confusion says: be neurotic

it:s been painful in my body and the painful sensations keep making my worries go crazy, and loop around about graceful acceptance, and worries about the work, but despite the shadow i keep going about as normal; why can:t i be better, in background; at most i take the glass medicine to not be clay

it was a book i taped over to protect the cover, inside the cover was a recess that i buried the shells of many insects into; i realized i was wrong and began to peel out the shells and unbind the tape, to later re-apply archival plastic over instead; the predatory blood has scared me all day today