Nathan Hernandez

i went the twenty one pilots route and started making a rap to one of my songs that needed a verse LMAOOO but i feel like it’s an early 2000s Avril lavinge rap 😭😭

Seeking Clarity was and my future songs will be walking proof of it.

i spent so much energy trying to cater my lyrics into “what was catchy” or what people would like that i stopped entirely. i find it so much more fun and exciting to write for myself more than anything. WAD was a working testimony to that.

not sure if this will just be a song or a project. This song could be the first step to a project; it has a good direction to do so in its meaning, in a sense. Guess it all depends on what I’m wanting to do. I want to take time songwriting if I choose for this to become a project and not just a song

Although, i am that person that loves to see results fast. I guess patience is required when crafting a nice piece of work hmmm.

Whether it was only working on music for 1-2 hours during the day instead of trying to force myself to work for 6 hours.

I just want to write something and call it a day. I will make music fun this time around for me. Cuz if I’m not having fun, then what’s the point of crafting. As much as WAD sounds good, it was a hell to make. Although by the end, I did have some good boundaries on craftsmanship

I’m trying to be more laizze faire about songwriting. WAD really took a toll on me as I needed everything to be perfect since it was 5 years of songs pent up into an album. For lots of days, i used to sit and force myself to feel and emotion to write. I don’t want to do that anymore.

i think I’m gonna try a new system of crafting and composing songs. In the past, i used to take a long time to write all my songs for a project and then craft them and record them. maybe I’ll write a song, craft it, write another song, craft it. Hmmm… what do yall think?

i think it’s about the realization that Ive been putting up a front to not feel my emotions. it’s about realizing you’ve been living life too fast in order to bury everything inside. maybe that’s why i haven’t been touching my gear as of late. too many feelings one can’t control. thank u counselling

this is the verse/intro in midi. I’m gonna craft the rest of the song and then do some vocals. not sure if I’ll release or not. I’m trying to finish something that I’ve now started, i hear that’s good advice.

i haven’t really been letting myself touch my instruments. today was different. i touched my bass, played around and thought of something really cool.

when i write nowadays, i usually have no idea what im writing about. i believe this song is about me, i am the person i am referring to as “honey”.

lowkey ate flyleaf up

noisy needles in my brain, noisy needles all the same

i could practice guitar more.. hm… i haven’t touched it since December, and then October

when lacey said, "you can't serve god and money, you can serve one or the other", my highschool self really digs with that even tho i don't believe in catholicism anymore. hmph

"you cut the cord today with god's hand to hold yours steady. he waits for you to apply the pressure, the warmth of his breath wrapped in his words as he repeats his truth after truth..." - flyleaf - the kind.

probably my favorite moment on the album, it scratches my brain funny

not quite too sure what this is but i just wrote it now, crying

did some death of a bachelor at karaoke #patd

i may not know a lot about the nitty gritty of politics. and political conversations do tend to go over my head a lot but i do know that I’m democratic socialist yaaaaaa 😅😅

my music is so gay. all the love songs are gay gay gay. first song i ever wrote was about the eyes of a crush i had in high school. my songs are gay or maybe im just a little gay myself hmm 🏳️‍🌈 teehee

this tweet is so wack

Dreams Nathan Hernandez · Wallow in a Drawer · Song · 2024

did you know they made gay flyleaf-esque songs about yearning?!? 😱😱😱 open.spotify.com/track/6pzsN5...

working on some cool and epic drums for the Killium project. Check out their previous works. linktr.ee/killium @thekillium.bsky.social

#music #collab

I need to use this shit more bc fuck Elon musk

What an absolute throwback to high school. I gotta strum this one again, it's so cheerful!

All in all, “Seeking Clarity” is a vulnerable song about feeling confused about your feelings, your current situation, and the future that awaits. thanks for letting me ramble on lol

The “scarfing down on weeds like their fresh daises” hints more towards instant gratification. Yeah, those weeds might fill you up quickly and they’re easily everywhere to pick, but, they’re not as good and replenishing as finding a rare fresh daisy.

The last verse is about getting on dating apps too soon. The fear of not knowing if the person you’re swiping on is a true friend or someone who is gonna hurt you in the long run.

It felt as if I choose one wrong move, and my whole plane of passengers hits rock bottom. I realize now that I was putting a lot of pressure on myself to choose right from wrong. When in that situation, there’s no right or wrong, only greys.