outside of physically im very happy. get to see lucy for a few days this week
09.07.2025 05:21 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@cinny.is.testing.pds.also.shes.umm.gay
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outside of physically im very happy. get to see lucy for a few days this week
09.07.2025 05:21 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i dont think i actually am but ive only been awake like 6 hours and i had to go lie back down
09.07.2025 05:20 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0feel like im gonna throw up
09.07.2025 05:20 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 1first bad thing to happen to me in a while was sleeping thru my work call by accident but nobody seems mad at me so we move
07.07.2025 16:55 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0so up lately
07.07.2025 16:54 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0today i got a haircut and went to my favorite restaurant and took a nap and then i speedran 3 tickets at work
04.07.2025 03:25 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0settling in
02.07.2025 06:49 β π 6 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0really good day
02.07.2025 06:49 β π 7 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i still feel like i have the coolest friends in the world tho
26.06.2025 16:42 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i feel like im losing the like wide eyed wonderment that i used to have :(
26.06.2025 16:41 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0vanilla.bun.how also doubles as a diary account but i feel like this one is more abstracted and emotional and that one is all play
26.06.2025 16:36 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0wait we do have ipv6
24.06.2025 23:02 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i feel like a caricature but nothing has made me as miserable as sub-100mbps internet that doesnt even have ipv6
24.06.2025 19:41 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0moving sucks asssssss im in a big bed now tho
23.06.2025 07:39 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0not like fundamentally tho
17.06.2025 07:56 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0it helps a bit when u sleep
17.06.2025 07:56 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0really contented but also i am burned the fuck out
16.06.2025 23:14 β π 6 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0mostly excited to play obsidian and vscode tho ive missed long form so much
16.06.2025 22:44 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0and its not like right now i'm completely lacking output but i [βneed to] play soooo much trackmania when i could be playing obsidian. or ableton. or vscode. or blender. or some new thing i dont even know about yet.. touchdesigner?? tooll4???? solidworks??? after effects?
16.06.2025 22:40 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0once the brunt of the shit is thru i think i want to tone back the videogames and youtube and shit thats primarily indulgent and consumptive to make way for Producing Cool Shit in my offtime but right now i need the decompression
16.06.2025 22:36 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0im doin pretty good all things considered
16.06.2025 22:34 β π 7 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0exhausted tho
16.06.2025 20:02 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0happy
16.06.2025 18:13 β π 6 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0no tighter sowing/reaping loop than scratching something til it bleeds lol
15.06.2025 04:01 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0happyy
06.06.2025 15:45 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0watching show on my own is nice and i can decompress before i make shit again but i went from like 800 discord messages a day to like 30
04.06.2025 21:03 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0not feeling so social lately
04.06.2025 21:00 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0feels bad to be working so slow on everything but im taking care of my skin properly now and i got a billion external stressors so maybe its not such a failure on my part
30.05.2025 05:19 β π 6 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0im fine now
27.05.2025 03:18 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0