𝐡 𝐨 𝐥 𝐥 𝐢 𝐞 🍁 𝐭 𝐨 𝐫 𝐨 𝐧 𝐭 𝐨

A photo of the back of my forearm with my newest tattoo. “Backcheck Forecheck Paycheck” in capital letters, one word under the other. Taken from Nikita Grebenkin’s viral interview a few weeks back!

I guess Bluesky needs to see the latest addition too eh

#MapleLeafs
#LeafsForever
#hockeysky

hollietoronto's Top Songs 2024 Playlist · Spotify · 100 items

ngl my wrapped playlist is full of really good music, if you wanna go listen 👇🏻

open.spotify.com/playlist/37i...

A list of my top 5 artists and top 5 songs from Spotify Wrapped this year. Top artists: 1 - Bring Me The Horizon 2 - Bad Omens 3 - Fats 4 - You Me At Six 5 - Milson Top songs: 1 - The Death Of Peace of Mind by Bad Omens 2 - Dancing With The Devil by Fats x Milson 3 - Darkside by Bring Me The Horizon 4 - Kool-Aid by Bring Me The Horizon 5 - RIP (Duskcore Remix) by Bring Me The Horizon

#SpotifyWrapped 🥰

A photo of my Kindle with the book cover for The Chain by Adrian McKinty. It shows the white silhouette of a swing against a grey background. My pug Penelope is in the background of the photo

Onto the next 🤓📚💙
#booksky

A photo taken over my shoulder, I’m lying on a tattoo bed with a partially completed tattoo on my right calf, a print out of Ghostface from Scream hangs behind me for the artist to reference

The completed Ghostface portrait on my right calf, done in black and grey

Todays fun!
What’s your favourite scary movie?
🤭🔪

A photo of my kindle resting on top of Penelope (my pug) who’s lying beside my tattooed leg

Sunday ♥️

I have a pretty weak stomach, so maybe I’m just too squeamish.

But this was the most disturbing and grotesque book I’ve ever read.
An interesting story for sure but I genuinely found it tough to read, the level of detail included really put me off my dinner the other evening.

Phew 🤢

One set will be!

But the other is a secret 🤭

I really really can’t wait to create the next two sets of nails I have planned

Both are gonna be so much fun 🥰

Sure thing! I will say so far - very disturbing! Enjoying it bizarrely though 🤔

A photo of the book cover The Tropp by Nick Cutter on my Kindle. It’s a black and grey image of a small island of trees with forked lightning overhead.

A photo of the “About The Author” page of the book The Troop by Nick Cutter. It reads “Nick Cutter is a pseudonym for an acclaimed author of novels and short stories. He lives in Toronto, Canada”

Starting now 💙📚

It possibly could - but the waitlist for a therapist on healthcare is years and I can’t really afford a private one 😩

I did go to therapy yeeeears ago and I had a really bad experience so I’m pretty reluctant to go back 😔

I’m so much better at hiding this shit usually, but I am so tired of trying to be so strong about fucking everything all the time

Surprisingly -

I’m not looking for sympathy or whatever.

I just had to get this out of my head somewhere.

His words will live rent free forever in my head and I’m sure if he ever knew this he’d be so fucking happy with himself.

I wish I couldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he’s completely fucked me up but I fucking surrender.
🏳️

The saddest part is, he’s only amplified thoughts I already had about myself.

In doing so, I know this will never go away.

Silencing this shit was already hard enough, but he’s just egged it on, given it a whole new fucking army to wage war within my brain and I feel so fucking hopeless.

It’s not that I’m “heartbroken”. I have zero feelings toward him as a person.

It’s what he’s done to me. He’s ruined the shreds of self confidence I was working so fucking hard to rebuild.

I’m so fucking upset knowing he’s been able to affect me like this because I have no idea how to fix it.

I think I have to admit to myself that my ex has won.
I don’t even know if it was his end goal but he’s actually broken me as a person.
The effects of what he said to me have literally incinerated my mental health.

Didn’t want to bring this over to the Sky but also didn’t wanna post it there so apologies in advance

I just have to get this out somewhere before my head implodes

Nylander²

Just say the word Chief and I’ll be on a plane 🫡

I am giving away all four of these Philadelphia Eagles hats. 3 of the 4 of these are a size 7 1/2 fitted hats. I’ve worn them once maybe

If you want all four of them, I’ll send them to you for free. DM me

Ayo I’m funny as fuck 🥺

Jungle

Get yourself into that Friday feeling with a bitta D&B 🌴👇🏻

open.spotify.com/track/0jZ1ix...

I still definitely don’t like it but nowhere near as nervous as I used to be!

Survived! 😂

Although this is being posted prior to getting it done and this is a diff clinic to where I usually go so we’ll see 🥲

I used to realllllly hate blood tests but I think I’m getting used to them now 🥲

William Nylander in the new “All Canadian” OVO x Maple Leafs Winter collection photo shoot. Wearing a blue starter jacket with the OVO owl logo and Maple Leafs in white text. He’s sitting in a black and brown arm chair

Anyone with knowledge of OVO give a guess at how much this is likely to be? 🫠

Just to try and manage my expectations

Post by Charlotte Clymer: Every transphobic argument can basically be boiled down to: "I actually don't know the science at all or have a good argument here, but trans people challenge my long held view of the world and it's very uncomfortable and everyone should be expected to move around my discomfort."

This…this is it. In a nutshell, yes.