Ruthie

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Completley overwhelmed with anxiety after finishing work this week. Could that not have happened while I was AT work? Like, what the fuck stupid brain?

Im excited! Cba to make dinner 😂

Knowing my luck the three days will fly by 😂 thank you!

I know, its so hard to find usually!

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1 more hour of work then i'm home to some limited edition pistachio ice cream and three days off. Needed 🖤

Evergreen message to everyone I know

I have a really painful cough that sounds like a foghorn going off 😭😭

Agreed! Its really relaxing rewatching them too.

#NowWatching The Godfather Part 2.

Same! I was talking about them last night 😂

Did not buy a single thing I needed as the shops are full of rubbish. I picked up a few little bits though so not a totally wasted journey.

Today im going to cuddle my cat for a bit longer, get a nice iced coffee, see if i can find a new pair of jeans & and hopefully find a plain black wool coat - harder than it sounds. I love a solo shopping day.

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That was a very hard day, but its done now. I'm going to make a bowl of pasta and watch The Godfather in bed.

I remember being so shocked by that. Things like that are best left in the brain box xxx

I know what you mean. I am just trying to keep everything contained...but i am very close to exploding. I hope it eases for you at some point 💚

I love good news! So happy for you 🥰🥰🥰🥰

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And suprisingly, I dont want any weird, sinister, sneaky manipulative person asking me if im okay for the 50th time in a row. What if I say no? What are you going to do about it? Nothing. Its exhausting. (Anyway, sorry for venting)

Grief is so fucking hard, Its way too complicated for me. I don't want to deal with it. I need things to be really structured and organised and reliable. I'm sick of it already.

I couldn't be bothered to go that far today but ill have a look when im next off! Yellow is such a cheerful colour. I dont want a fucking grey mug - piss off! 😂😂

So true, everything's so flipping miserable at the moment. I just want cute bright things. 🌞 not a chance in this world. I think they do it on purpose. 😂

Went out earlier with the intention of spending money on things I don't need. New cute mugs, pasta bowls, curtains - I couldnt find a single thing i liked. Everything is just a boring copy. I did get some blood oranges though, so all is not lost.

I was too tired to realise honestly! Technically it could be considered a weekend there beacuse I went on Thursday and came back on Saturday 😂😂😂 Thursdays the new Friday and all that!

Hopefully i can stay awake longer than an hour 😂

Was at my mums for a few nights and i cant tell you how nice it is to be home and cozy. Pizza & Film night for me (if I can stay awake) 🙂

Completley obsessed with Love Story by the way. Why didnt they release all the episodes all at once?! Argh!

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That day felt ten times longer than it was, the Monday of ALL Mondays. Depleted isnt the word.

Found some blood oranges yesterday. Bloody delicious 🥰

TWIRL!

Hahahhaha! Sod off Spurs 😂😂😂

It does as well 😂 hes so bloody boring!