Zoro

And then my mom goes: I treat you both the same (LOL) but then instantly says how “she’s also the little sister so she understands how mine feels”

Oh mom I know for a fact you didn’t call my aunt a “weirdo with no friends that can’t even off herself properly” or “You shouldve stayed at the hospital

Is it bad that I hate how my mother preaches my sister for doing the absolute MINIMUM effort, and also expects me to congratulate her as if she’s done something incredible?

Then I’m expected to go the extra mile (ex: help relatives in other cities etc) and if I say no (I have a life) I’m ungrateful

not doing ok and I don’t have motivation to be online. Love you all, I hope to be back soon

my psychiatrist is gonna have a blast with me tomorrow

I’m okay dw it’s just me writing my thoughts

Genuinely wouldn’t mind dying

I don’t even feel like doing it lol it’s just. Would it change anything really

I’m bored and I don’t look forward to anything. I’m just, indifferent idk.

just saw this and
I LOVE your hair. 😭😭🔥🔥
Also the sweater is SO cute!!! You look amazing!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️

so how do I get out of “automatic living” because I’m getting fed up of existing without realizing I exist

:D

HAHAHAHAHAH DW I was joking I perfectly know what u mean michi ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m okay!! It’s annoying when I have these days but I’m already used to it

not feeling anything truly but I get what u mean🫶🏻❤️🫂

My psychiatrist says it’s ✨ptsd✨

To me it’s just ✨being silly✨

I’ve been disassociating the whole day and I’m feeling 0 emotions

No motivation to check or answer today in general but we keep slaying

🇫🇷

she’s so relatable

beautiful

enjoying barsa master class

Not feeling like posting a lot today

I don’t have a reason why but meh

Maybe tomorrow heheh

Love you all🫶🏻❤️

no michi no

Wow posted here instead of main LOL

slay

Im sorry if I worried anyone, but after the initial inner panic I dumped here, I cried and calmed down

Kind reminder to eat. Never stop eating. I know it’s a living hell, but please, It’s not worth it, take me as an example. You’re enough. And I appreciate you so much.(all of u)
love you

and I ofc don’t have good experience with those things. I’m now ok-ish with food (so SO much better than years ago) but my first reaction to this info was negative. Now I’m calm and I don’t have a problem with it, because I understand it’s for my wellbeing (drink milk to prevent osteoporosis kids!!)

my adhd doesn’t help at all(I need to take adderall) so when I’m in a low mood, or I’m not sleeping enough because of the nightmares, I get sick (the pneumonia 2months ago) and this morning I went to the doctor for the blood test results. I’m okay but I need supplements for the vitamins/calcium

I’m sorry about this mornings posts. I was rlly anxious and I have the bad habit of not externalizing anything I feel, so I write/post instead of speaking:’)
Because of my past anrxia, my body is now fck up and my metabolism is too fast, which means I usually get anemic/nauseous/really low sugar

Today is not a good day I’m sorry for posts.

esq van a hacer q me mate lo juro no puedo con más cosas.a nadie le importa si me afecta o que cojones

estaba de pta madre hasta hoy wow panic attacks yay

que cojones tuned que ver una cosa con la otra me estás vacilsnfof

Im killing myself or killing the endocrinologist if I need to eat more do u think it helps to givf me fkcin shakes I swear im laughing
This is a fckn joke or what

Im estung its not my fckn. Fault what does this have to do withd shakes