Somr.

Hahaha fuck you, its so over.

Very conveniently, Grand Teton's prominence fits perfectly into the max custom dimension build limit at 1:1 scale. I'm working on a video that was going to be quick but it seems I may be incapable of that. Its coming along and will be out soonish though.

Wow, they just rejected a petition that gained 300k signatures, they call this a democracy.

Feeling like reposting freaky art, for some reason blue sky alters my personality

Wait, Thats so true.

Is, My blue sky bugged or,. Is there is nothing 😭

And the prices get worse and worse each day as this stupid fucking war continues, i wish they just took Kyiv and it will be over I can't give a fuck who wins,.

How do i even live with disability that bad what do i do, I have no skill to earn money at all,. Maybe nature knew that if i was free i would be too powerful.

I don't have hope, ill be lying, if i said i didn't, i lost all opportunities.

Are my experiences so alien to others,. That they don't get it,.

I don't know...

This place is kinda inactive twt

The economy fucking sucks and i ain't even in usa.
So i eat bread, and soup sometimes.
And my family has to afford physical therapy for me.

The economy fucking sucks and i ain't even in usa.
So i eat bread, and soup sometimes.
And my family has to afford physical therapy for me.

Thats all i wanted to say.

Its not like its a recent thing, i have this on my mind constantly, how i don't fit in, how i try my best to appeal to people, how i wanna be who i really wanna be.
But there are somethings i will never achieve, no matter how much people will say to: "don't give up on your dreams".

And in social ways its bad too.
I simply don't have things going on to tell about, most of the time i spend in my bed, being on the internet, IRL i have no friends because, im too boring for them. i been on online and homeschooling i didn't have opportunities to socialise, to make friends.

It affects everything.
I can't walk, i can't get up from my bed.
I can't brush my teeth by my own.
I can't take showers.
I have hard time drinking.
Every day i feel sore and sick.
It gives me dysphoria because my parents simply refuse to help with it, and because it makes me feel worthless.

Sometimes i have to bite, either because i feel sick all the time, or someone has hurt people who i care about.
And ableism, i have experienced it so much. i am disabled in a severe case of muscle dystrophy, and a lot of the time i have to stay quiet about it, because most cases i am dismissed.

Now, i believe that positivity is good and that it should be encouraged, i have to keep pretending that everything is good, that im alright or people gonna say that i should complain less, sometimes im going through so much things that i can't keep being kind and positive-

[Tw: Vent, Disability] I thought i found my people too, once.
Ans only thing i realized that, almost every place is riddled with social expectations, body standards, and sometimes toxic positivity.

Stay strong chat, don't let the system break you.

Its been a good one.
Good bye

That's gotta be annoying. Im never complaining about not getting dms again.

Thats a lot of minors.

Hi?

Yeah im actually a Car.
Meow

Omg, its the mik A

Hi chat