Saige | edsky

Running out of weed means digging up all my old grinders and scraping every last grain of kief I can find into a desperation bowl

Boyfriend buying me shelves to display my boxed dolls :)

Finished setting up my out of box dolls in the new house, I have to find a place to hang up my skulltimate secret lockers

Actually depressing

The only good thing abt my dad having his birthday and dying 3 days apart is how funny all my planners get to be

MDD is so stupid genuinely what reason do I have to feel sad rn

They should invent an end to grieving

This guy next to me is playing terraria

Another full campus day. Should I go mentally insane? Everyone take votes

I miss working next to a smoke shop and being able to walk to get a sneaky little cart. I miss working period, I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY AND IT SUCKS

It was a secret third thing. I thought the world was ending and i was gonna die because I got my period this morning. I love pmdd and wanting to kill myself for a week every month

LMFAO this is killing me

Nvm I watched episode 5 of this season of bridgerton and I got to see Benedict’s buttcheeks. I’ve been cured

I’m gonna die and my cause of death will be bad vibes

Does my bf not love me anymore or do I have the emotional permeance of an infant

It rlly wouldn’t surprise me, and it would make a lot of my past behaviors make a lotta sense 😔 I don’t wanna self dx tho so for now I’m just ✨special✨

I wish it was acceptable to ask people to stop being stressed out for just an hour so that I could perhaps feel a moment of joy

Probably, but I don’t got the time or money for a therapist to find out so we’ll just never know LOL

I wish OTHER PEOPLE’s feelings didn’t completely alter how I feel

If I get home and my bf comes home grumpy for the 80th day in a row I’m going to kill myself

Done with class but I gotta stay here till 4 fucking pm cause me no drive me needs people to pick me up me gonna kms

My professor has “randomly selected” me to go first 3 classes in a row

Bad news

1.Woke up sad and stressed
2. It’s a critique day in class

It’s been 2 years since that msg and apparently I still have not recovered I’m at a point of wondering if I should have just apologized

Her mom pulled up to my porch as soon as I got off school, high off percs, and proceeded to tell me about how she could predict the future and she predicted I was ruining her daughter’s life by being an “experienced lesbian”. I was 14 and she was 17. Her mom didn’t leave until after I was sobbing

Put a finger down if your closest friend disappeared off the face of the earth for 8 months without contacting anyone and her parents refused to tell you anything about what happened to her so you had to just sit there for 8 months in emotional distress only for her to come back and tell you that

I should, and I know that’s the very obvious answer to my problem cause I did have friends when I was working a job and in close proximity with people, social anxiety has simply just made me its bitch :/ I know that’s something I just gotta get over but RAHHHH WHY HAVENT I GOTTEN OVER IT YET

Literally :( I can make friends online no problem but it feels impossible to do the same face to face with a person

Spending $25 so I can cry in the luxury of my own home instead of in this bathroom