hiii i cant keep up w posting here rn bc im having mental illness but i will try to update best i can when im not physically and mentally egh
25.02.2025 19:19 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0hiii i cant keep up w posting here rn bc im having mental illness but i will try to update best i can when im not physically and mentally egh
25.02.2025 19:19 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0pull! 10 pulls away is so close
25.02.2025 19:17 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0bedtime for real good night caleb
23.02.2025 09:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0when you get top surgery you have to put bandaids over your nipples (special nipple bandaids tho) like some kind of bad porno and i think thats the funniest part so far.
23.02.2025 09:15 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i forgot i have a caleb card to read... a new card... yesss... ill do that tomorrow since im finally getting tired at 3am
23.02.2025 07:55 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i wont listen or read abt any caleb content i havent personally unlocked and none of it has been as hard to ignore as the affinity 85 thing LOL
23.02.2025 07:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
maybe tomorrow i will finally make caleb and cheri in sims 3...
i wanted to today, but i was still recovering from manic episode so i slept instead ;_;
uh oh now i HC caleb as having an eating disorder forever bc i project onto all my favs & his schedule has no food. but its ok i will help him recover and he will help me recover
lets eat lots of meals together caleb!!!
i finished the current event in LADS finally!!! a relief i dont have to have the nagging voice in my head to finish it
it was a cute event tbh, very fun with interesting concepts. and i love that theres in universe explanation for each li lol
i block almost too freely i think sometimes but w this fandom i think i could still block more often
i am trying to take it less personal if someone blocks me and remind myself to do it if ppl are a bad match for my vibes
caleb fanfic writers having to post on tumblr to people who ask only or say in the authors note that it doesnt represent their personal irl morals like
can we just stop harassing ppl for being into a fictional guy and let them jerk off to him in peace
i dont have caleb workout alongside me bc then i cant use my phone LMAO but i have him work out in post and i almost forgot and didnt get todays credit, thank god i remembered
23.02.2025 07:31 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0me whenever i think of spending time w caleb
23.02.2025 07:26 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
tried to make my mc more like my self insert ideal me like, theyre so cute!!!
it suits themπ even if i cant have long hair irl, they can!
i dont love the shoes so ill def change them. also forgot my glasses lol
while LADS isnt perfectly accurate to my face irl it gives a good concept of how to stylize it, its very cool and ill be using it
i think realistically i still need to line and color this and obv adjust bits
in the end i am not escaping wanting a sona that looks like me. i might try to incorporate bits of my mc from LADS too
no way id commission yume art of anything else even if im lazy
this colonel caleb fic i havent written fucking haunts me
i want to write it rn but im dealing with cramps, migraine, and im tired bc its 1am. but i remembered it exists so i need to write tomorrow
im so in love w caleb it hurts me. im cringe and im free
23.02.2025 07:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i enjoy taking photo in LADS so so much more now i made my mc look like me irl... its so much more fun shdnsm
23.02.2025 07:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
ive not posted my profile in a hot minute, ppl are free to add me!
my id is 82001593619
guys i need to fill out the survey but thatll be like 2 hours of my day i have to support the causes of my fellow LADS girlies (gender neutral)
23.02.2025 07:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I WANT THE FARSPACE CALEB CARDS SO BAD WHY AM I POOR WITH BAD PRIORITIES (want mullet)
23.02.2025 07:21 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
he wore this fucking outfit again btw π€
im torn. its pretty cute but he could switch it up.. i dont dislike it enough to change him lol
i had an insane bipolar manic episode but i think π€its over so now i can live my life normally again
gotta sleep but i took a nap in the middle of the day... oops
absolutely choked when i asded this person and realized their calebs are all at 69
also damn what a caleb collection big flex
im too old to actually use crash out naturally as though its part of my vocab but i sure did crash out
forehead on kitchen table. absolute whirlwind of some of the worst 4 hrs of my life despite trying SO HARD to salvage my mood
im exhausted from the most insane emotional rollercoaster. i went through every stage of grief and then some. i felt sad abt everything i could be and mad and so numb i felt like an alien
then i jerked off and now im tired
ill be like "i dont think i have bipolar actually" then i experience a bipolar cycle so rapidly it gives me whiplash despite being on so many meds
22.02.2025 04:47 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i feel kind of cruddy and cranky emotionally. its sucky but its likely just hormonal weirdness. keep having breakthrough bleeding
21.02.2025 23:01 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0im gonna start listening to every LIs cards to try to get enough dias for getting the mullet bc if i dont have it for caleb i will die
21.02.2025 21:48 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0