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Alan

@totenmaske.bsky.social

Moved to Michigan years ago from Florida to “get winter.” Not to mention to be with my soulmate. Father of furry children. Youngest Son of a woman who thought the world of her children - yet who recently passed from dementia that took away everything…

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#moon tonight

31.10.2025 00:02 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Soon… #halloween

30.10.2025 23:25 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Sharing this post from my instagram - Prepping/Testing the candy cauldron for Halloween
#halloween

30.10.2025 13:39 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Poster on a wooden pole saying: in the age of performative cruelty, kindness is punk as fuck, be punk as fuck.

Poster on a wooden pole saying: in the age of performative cruelty, kindness is punk as fuck, be punk as fuck.

In the age of performative cruelty, #kindness is #punk as fuck, be punk as fuck.

15.05.2025 02:19 — 👍 549    🔁 197    💬 3    📌 9

So far sounds like the most promising movie you have reviewed yet this year, need to add it to my “Halloween night” movie watchlist.

21.10.2025 14:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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#fall

21.10.2025 14:20 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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#moonphotography

05.10.2025 20:25 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Not the spooky season game I really wanted to start the month off on…

30.09.2025 02:37 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Voodoo being a precious cinnamon roll - sadly she has become deaf in her later years. #dogs

26.09.2025 20:03 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

You guys need to stop with “appears to contradict” when he literally is contradicting his confirmation statements. There is no “ifs” about destroying healthcare for millions of Americans.

10.06.2025 03:55 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Oh I don’t know, I mean any day now I’m sure one of his very strong worded letters to Trump may work out… sarcasm aside - it’s past time for him to step aside.

28.04.2025 18:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Sorry I do agree we are but not happy of the use of Ai

17.04.2025 21:00 — 👍 11    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Yes, go out and vote to make the polls true.

26.03.2025 16:35 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Man I’m glad he lost his house in a fire - karma.

22.03.2025 10:04 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Seriously the video has super AntiChrist vibes. I mean seriously, we all know he’s the fucking antichrist right?

26.02.2025 19:15 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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My mom “peacefully” died in her sleep December 28th 2024 - dementia took her. Her funeral was January 7th 2025. The last time she was mentally active (present enough to know me) was a few days in No... TikTok video by Alan Mathewes

I can’t with this world… with my mom’s passing it feels like the beautiful world I expected/lived in has passed on into darkness with her.

21.02.2025 09:14 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Loco Motive - adventure game in the style of Lucasfilm game. Has some wonky puzzles situations but otherwise a fun little story driven adventure with a murder mystery theme.

14.02.2025 08:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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July last good day, by November Mom was receiving Hospice care, and on December 28th mom was gone. Dementia took everything.

07.02.2025 22:15 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Seriously wtf is wrong with this country that they target children… oh nm I know.

24.01.2025 13:03 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Welp not surprised.

20.01.2025 20:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

No the season finale I suspect will be the national guard being called to openly fire upon peaceful protesters. I know that’s coming - Fox has been hoping for that kind of entertainment once Trump is sworn in.

18.01.2025 02:48 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Mom would have loved the sky this morning.

I just wish I could have had her visit me once we got the house. Covid hit, amongst other things.

17.01.2025 23:56 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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My mother passed on December 28th 2024. Her funeral was January 7th 2025. I did my best to talk about her at the burial. “My heart has joined the Thousand, for my friend has stopped running today.” Was how I began, but I am broken and broke down. Dementia robbed me of a best friend and my Mom.

16.01.2025 05:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

It a dark thought, but it’s true. My mother is barely verbal now, and as my sister went to her car to get more things, my mother mouthed (to my best guess) “I miss my dog.” I know I will miss my Mom. 2/2

25.11.2024 01:36 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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My sister decided to pick up a dog for our mother who is in the last stages of Dementia and is now in hospice. She was worried that her child would find the stuffed animal before we were able to give it to our Mother. I told her, “Well she will get him soon, so not too worry too much about it.”1/2

25.11.2024 01:36 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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