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a wispy green figure and black blob stand behind an enormous frazzled machine with a red-hot thermometer for an eye

i love drawing large cubes. this has become a pattern of mine

A pale young woman is pictured from the chest up. She wears a white and faint dress, she looks off to the viewer’s right. Two piercings in her right brow and four lower lip piercings. Long, brown hair rests behind her shoulders. The lighting is with a greenish, blueish tint and strings of heart lights hang in the background. My username, SHORKLORD is overlayed on the top and bottom of the painting.

Valentina
Another study
#originalcharacter #art #portrait #oc #ocs

Heyy, I'm offering commissions!
DM me or e-mail me at shorklord.art@gmail.com if interested!
I'd love to get to know some of your OCs. ^_^

its alright, and thank you

thanks, i've been hoping, and I'll try but its been 7 years on the down low, maybe more if I think about it.

but i long for connection and people that get me for who i am overall, what pains me is that more than %70 of the time I regret it deeply when i'm met with these kinds of reactions, it feels like a curse i'll have to bear for the rest of my life.

the ones that stuck by cannot fix me any more than listen, since my issues are consistently internal - being mentally ill, and I don't expect them to fix it either. so i'm stuck in a hard place where I consider not even talking and just dealing with it on my own at least more honestly to myself

I have a lot of experience backing the reasons why I feel the way I do. i've been blocked for pouring my heart out, left on read, told i'm overreacting, or that it's all in my head. all by people I considered close, be it family, friends, professionals, strangers. its as if it doesn't matter.

I've written my feelings thousands of times just to delete them, very few would want to be there for me when I'm not funny or useful and I feel I'm a pathetic burden to those that do. but I'm tired of being tired. maybe I should just be alone forever, yeah, that'll solve all my problems.

when people ask me if i'm doing alright, i'm guilty of lying when I say yeah. but idk i feel even worse when I make people uncomfortable with the delusions going on inside my own head, plus its just a formality thing when people ask that.

Image text: Single character experimental commissions Halfbody with no or simple hands is $65. Fullbody $100. Personal use. Paypal only in USD. No revisions. No refunds. 2-3 weeks turnaround :) I do not draw NSFW, ships, animals, anthro, or anything politically charged. In your request: Please provide the size you’d like, a minimum of one visual reference, and the Paypal email you plan to use. Feel free to include details on personality or share what you love most about them! I love to draw: OCs, FFXIV WoL and NPCs, modern and fantasy clothes, and muscles :) Email at bottom is hareganart@gmail.com

Image text: Tentative plan as reference for you and me: If any slots are available, comm requests will remain open. If all comm slots are filled, I’ll close requests for a little while to get everything finished in a timely fashion. Once finals are all sent out for a given batch, I’ll reopen comm requests again. It might take a few days to reopen from there, but the goal is to allow myself some time to rest between batches.

Experimental lined commissions are open! Help me warm up to the comm workflow and I’ll provide you with some crispy linework🔥

Slot claim via email at hareganart@gmail.com

Will update bio accordingly with slot availability!
#commissions #experimentalcommissions

I'll be opening experimental lined commissions in a couple days once I get a few things organized! It's been a while since I've done comms so these will help me warm up to the workflow again with something straightforward 🥺

really good value and quality artist here, please share around!

WIP sculpts in Nomad

working on him next

absolutely got what I paid for when I got this $5 controller, analog trigger and left stick both died in the middle of a netplay match up 😍 i still won though haha

Vampire Davy mourning
Ballpoint pen doodle
#art #vampire #ballpoint #oc #originalcharacter

a pile of music CDs

60cent CD haul, the only things I really wanted were the D&B and CHANT (for those who know)

pretty quick model of some soap shoes, i wanted to mix sonic and shadow's design a little bit here

render of a mountain in the middle of the ocean

render of a mountain in the middle of the ocean but edited with more detail

a render of a dark mountain with three crosses atop it

a render of a dark mountain with three crosses atop it

life has been insane and i forgot to post these sooner, but here's a look at the kind of post processing I do to my bryce renders, its kind of insane to me looking back.

Another render made in Bryce, this one themed around Genesis 1.

A mountain with three crosses in the background

rendered in Bryce, editing in Paint net

great work on this Cas!

I re-emerge from my cave to present a little doodle for another Secret Santa challenge. This was super fun to make!
#art #digitalart #snow #krita #owl #ghost

@royalty3d.bsky.social

love the shapes here, so fun!

a model of an anthropomorphic fox wearing a jacket and a metal helmet/head piece

sculpted this model of Fox mccloud's head and stuck it on his smash bro's melee model, kind of uncanny looking but i like it

my friend is such a talented artist and has a lot of experience drawing people and characters in general, please consider them!

love this!