♤Meso

Nine months now. Ill rework them.

Kamui is easier to do than Kyouya, but it will be done. Criminal/TAEMIN and beside you/keshi will not be a black spot in my life

Getting depressed again listening to songs that i associated with my two beloved K boys and thinking about everything

I just care about these goobers so MUCH FACKKKK

one thing for sure tho..... id prefer him with a femme partner </3 in a bisexual way

i think im just a little scarred from what he was originally for sksjfjfbfj

Anyway. I put him under "grey aroace" because ive yet to explore anything like that with him (after his lengthy upgrades)

I really think its the latter because some hcs w a friend keeps making me think "Damn if this shit got srs id be head over HEELS" but obv since his role is a supporting oc its not meant to be srs

But i also hesitate to really put him as fully aro/ace bc i dont know if ill ever pc him elsewhere and things might change that, but every time it comes up in q i think he either is just fully grey aroace or has a very hyper specific type

here and there i fantasize him into having a partner but tbh azzy just doesnt feel like he would have one :kek: like every now and then i have the strong desire to see him put into his place by a hot woman but not enough to make/find him a partner LMAO cuz it doesn't feel right !

Since i made him mid last year i think when he was full freak ngl despite every attempt he just kept coming to me as ace who has sex without any attraction whatsoever or only does it out of obligation, not feeling

Tbh thinking about azzy (the fact that i have to write his name as azzy instead of fully just so i avoid the ac*t*r ver makes me laugh so hard) and i keep having a lot of pause abt his sexual orientation

Also ever since i cut off azzy's hair i think ive just grown a little bit more obsessed with him HASKJDJDHCJDJC

Azzy and Eze (left two) especially make me so ill. have you ever sacrificed not only your own longevity but your relationship with your brother just to ensure that they keep living. and living far, far away from a homeland that hurts them

he/him and he/they/she and she/her pronouns respectively. i care them so much its unbelievable. they also love each other so much it makes me so sick and twisted

which at the crux of my brainrot is. my doomed sibling trio.....

I dont really use bsky all that much but maybe i should, if only just to have a place to start screaming about my ocs that i feel too ashamed to dm people abt since its just my goobers

#oc

"mes are you playing the same oc in 3 rp groups?" yes but also no but also yes. what about it

eze (she/her edition) #3

eze (he/him edition) #2

eze (they/them edition) #1

crez#1 #mesocs

people will never know that i do the same thing type moon does with artoria but with eze

Fucking OBSESSED WITH ezefaces

people might think creating OC lore involves a lot of thinking & planning, but in my personal experience, OC development is more like a divine vision from a god slamming you over the head with a mallet while ur doing the fuckin dishes or folding laundry

I made some slightly late birthday art for my OC Freya since her birthday was on the 14th 🍓
#originalcharacter #shoujoart #clipstudiopaint

what motivates me to work hard every day

“you ship them? but these characters hate each other” that’s what makes it good wdym