Bird Braver

No new N-Meseta Scratch in October. This means it’s going to be discontinued.

So, there goes my last hope of Wild Ponytail getting revived…four years is too damn long for Sega to figure out fun-scratch revivals.

I’m taking an indefinite hiatus. I can’t hold on to false hopes like this anymore. :\

Once again, the grip of utter defeat is choking me…and I don’t know if I want to fight my way out of it this time.

❤️🩷
#pso2_fa #oc/canon #art

BRO, SAME

BLACK LAGOON!!!!!

最近の絵（マキア）

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Spruced Aly's carrd up a little bit and added some more things 🎉 alasondria.carrd.co

Multitask! 😉

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Not gonna lie, I’ve left this on my phone for the past four hours 😳

🎀 #nsfw #art

Not at all. In fact, leaving packages that way should be a violation of common sense

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOBE!!!

Just let me know when this hairstyle returns.

この髪型が戻ってきたら教えてください。

#PSO2NGS #NGSHeadline

oh . . . I take that back, I forgot it could be used for crit rate😅

(And yes I’m getting Lycaon’s Engine for my anniversary freebie as well as M1 Lycaon lol)

At least you dodged a bullet with Lycaon’s W-Engine…imagine if it was Nekomata’s instead 😱

WHAT!? YOU ALSO TRIED FOR LIGHTER?! Oh gods, I’m so sorry … ;o;

CONGRATS!!! 🎊

(I lost the 50/50…until next time. T_T)

#art #oc

I’ve always felt I’m invisible to the PSO2 Team, honestly. They’ll have to do much more if they want to win me back, and I don’t see that happening soon.

With that said, I’ve moved on from that jerk to warn everyone: despite his influence among Bow Bravers, he’s not as kind as presents himself.

3. I wanted to sneak in one last feedback before the official NGS Discord fixed their Thread Permissions (I’m permamuted for having been too aggressive in Pheedback Chat)

4. Some of my close friends from PSO2 have been busy and I miss them dearly 🙁

Yeah…2025 has not been good to me.

(2/2)

It’s fine! I can elaborate:

1. The sudden changes to Reward Box had me crashing out on Twitter, which explains the thoughts in my post here

2. Someone I thought was a colleague “said he is quitting” & threw me under the bus (I was just giving him a friendly farewell)

Photoners
#pso2_FA #oc/canon #art

Thank you, Jana. 💚
Maybe I just put too much hope into what I wanted for and out of NGS. Some recent circumstances have affected my outlook towards the game as well.

Been playing a lot of ZZZ the past few months, it's a breath of fresh air for a Hoyo gacha.

Doom:TDF I was also looking forward to, but I'm barely under minimum requirements, so DeadZone: Rogue is scratching that itch.

and I totally forgot Nightreign is this week!

I’m starting to think it’s either burnout setting in, or trauma to a degree I didn’t notice until now.

the type of trauma that comes from a spontaneous event you weren’t warned about and never wished for.

I logged in for the first time in weeks to check on stuff, and I started physically feeling this wave of…I don’t know, Melancholy, Emptiness?

I didn’t even do my dailies as I sorted out the campaign stuff I had sitting around.

I don’t how to deal with this on my own.