Jwilliawd

The whole package is great, but fuck, your back is insane!

It did, very much so! I think your willingness to participate is a big factor, but the effects were tangible.

Needless to say this was the first of what I hope will be many sessions down this rabbit hole - I see the draw, and I see the potential for benefit! (not for nothing, I hit multiple PBs in the gym later that day, so take from that what you will) 💪

Eye contact would cause waves of buzzing through my body, trying to maintain conversation felt nearly impossible, and when he smiled at me I'd feel myself blushing, sheepish, and unable to string a sentence together.

The biggest surprise came after the actual hypnosis, though - once I'd come back, and opened my eyes, the physical feelings were really apparent. They'd been there throughout, but coming back to the face behind the voice that had been in my head for the best part of an hour was really difficult.

Which became what I was advised to. Which became what I was told to. And that's where my voice in the conversation suddenly made sense, because I wasn't being forced into these ideas, I was in there co-signing them.

We talked (and this was a surprise, my pre-concieved ideas of hypnosis had me thinking I'd just be talked at) about what would make me feel good, my goals, what I needed to do, and how they all linked together if I just did what I was supposed to.

At some point midway through, something had shifted in the tone, and it had become less about the importance of my thoughts, and more about the importance of his voice. In the best way, I'd stopped mattering, which for someone who constantly is making decisions was incredibly comforting.

With that in mind I looked for someone I could explore this with the two goals intertwined, and happily found @hairyhypnotist.com We connected, set up a time to chat, and today, met for a first session. The experience itself was a lot, in a way that I wasn't expecting at all.

The other side of it, and one that I'd not considered at first, was how hot the concept of hypnosis actually is - dom/sub dynamics usually aren't my thing, but when it's good, it's good!

So I yesterday I got hypnotised.

It's something I've been interested in for a while, actively exploring for the past month or so. I've been interested to improve on motivation in the gym, I'm seeing amazing results coasting at like 50%, the idea of what I could see if I'm giving 90% is a big goal.

I love ruining @jwilliawd.bsky.social’s beautifully accomodating hole 🐷

@jwilliawd.bsky.social had the honour of being the first person to play in my new playroom! Absolutely adore taking his big fists, and look how deep he got 🐷

So glad to help you break it in!! ❤️

Entirely misread this as "a man on my wrist" for a moment. Still works, tbf

Wooooooof, looking GOOD 🔥

Looking huge!! 🔥

Tattooed man posing in green underwear, smiling

Last few weeks I've really felt like I've just been/barely showing up for myself, but somethings clicked in the last couple days, and feeling SO back on my bullshit ✌️

I'd say succeeding, they're already looking great - but I get you, bigger gonna be even better 💪

Those arms 🔥

Ohhhhh, that back!! 🥵

The algorithm sure knew what it was doing with this one... I'm so sorry 😅

I'm ill for the first time in forever, and I don't know if I'm a functional adult now or what is up, but not being able to do the productive things I want to is pissing me off so much... back in the day I'd be milking this for all it's worth to stay in bed and avoid the world 🥲

This actually served as a well timed reminder to trim my nails ahead of this evening, thank you for your service 😅

I've seen this exact profile!! It haunts me - part of me wants to ask but I know I'll die a little inside knowing whatever the truth is

Tattooed and pierced man in bright yellow briefs holding up two fingers in a dirty mirror, with an untidy room behind him

Messiest bed this side of Leeds

Old and tired: You’ll never be happy with your body as a bodybuilder.

New and less nihilistic, you sad meat man: You’ll strive to love your body and the journey itself. Celebrate effort and progress, not a non-existent end state. Unless you’re a sexy ghost. That’s an end state.

Yay, all day!

Whenever I doubt how much I've fat I've lost, nothing has the power to bring it into focus like an airline seat. Economy flights on a budget airline and I can sit without actively leaning away from the person next to me? Outstanding.

This hole is the goal 🥵