Natalie 🪻

messy ass train mix :)
I'm really enjoying the direction my music is going 🌙

Avoiding falling asleep on the train home from the office by making some dnb out of my oldest iOs recording and it's kinda turning out great :)

Natalie selfie. Her hair is not red! it's like a plum kinda colour all over, but there are brighter red highlights at the front. She's wearing a wide neck white top with a brown cardigan over the top

celebrating starting therapy soon by dyeing my hair :3

new lil wip about an intense dream ~
on.soundcloud.com/c5CTSrDtYnid...

the job center’s asking if I have a degree in date-her science as if I don’t have a PhD and a full research grant to be gay about her everyday

eeek pretty girl in my comments 💓

Hiiii Andi :3

tattoo that says 'bite me' with a little arrow... save me...

save me tattoo that says 'bite me' with a little arrow

Natalie walking on a foggy day wearing a brown leather coat. she looks moody

I am sentient and alive

I like that this just came about after we talked the other night about all the big feelings of long distance and she said 'what do I do with my love for you?' and it just stuck :)

the sense of dread in my stomach won't leave. I'm just glad I can surround myself with such lovely people but fuck, it's scary just existing sometimes.

feels like the general population are just accepting such dystopian things as normality when this isn't normal

Omg hi Brooke!! <3

hehe you're so welcome :) <3

ahhh 🥺 hi Brooke <3

Hiii :)

Pretty girl!! :)

aw thanks! I just tried a few different styles. I was going to get some slightly smaller frameless glasses, but decided on these instead :)

Eeeek proud of you!

Natalie mirror selfie wearing a vertical stripey black crop top with a grey and white stripey cardigan. She has her new glasses on. They are big and frameless and she looks like a bit of a nerd

diagnosed with austigmatism or whatever it's called
must be that damn tylenol :(

image of my Instagram recommended. It's basically just yuri and lesbian art

gonna blame prog for this...

cuteee!!!! that green is such a lovely colour on you omg

I'm not just upset at the de-funding of science that's currently happening. I'm really fucking scared. I think it's one of the things making me feel most hopeless about at the moment.

Aw tysm, I'm glad you liked it :D

Hii :)
This was emotionally draining and exhausting to make, but I'm glad I pushed through. Burnout sucks, but I think this is one of the best things I've made <3

open.spotify.com/track/1S0Kr3...

Aww happy birthday!!

forever burdened to be disappointed with everything I make ;–;

heartache thinking about how awful things are. On a personal level I don't know when I'll next be able to safely visit my girlfriend

on a wider level, I'm seeing people so close to me feeling utterly hopeless, and I get it tbh. its hard to tell if I'm being totally paranoid or totally realistic

It's horrible and hard to keep motivation. I really hope you find somewhere soon. I believe in you <3

aaaaaa thank you! ;–;