Angel

finally got my password back

and I write letters to my future beloved like they can read them now, like my words are enough to cradle them and keep them safe until my arms can. I casually whisper “I love you” between the pages and I hope they can hear them.

One of the things I really look forward to with a new sub/partner is discovering how their body reacts to pleasure. Like oh you move your hips like that? Oh you get shy? Perfect! I will find every way to exploit that.

I don’t know if it’s getting older but finding a life partner (one that may be subby) has become less important and more important to me. Using them is easy but the rest? my gosh

Like yes I enjoy sharing my experiences and writing my thoughts about being with a sub or being a Domme but nothing fuels me than consumption, yearning, the desire for the unattainable, devotion and love.

everyone knows me as a dommy ‘writer’ on that other place when in reality all I write about is the changing hands of yearning.

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really want my sub to come home to me and kneel before me so I can place their collar on them and stick out a finger dipped in a syrup for them to suck on. How sweet and divine is it to be owned and to belong to someone.

my strongest desire is to actually f*** myself. I long to actually feel my soft skin. To watch the way my body moves. To suck on the spot right below my right breast and to hear the pretty noise I make. To truly give myself what I want over and over again until I pass out.

Something about coaxing a sub into wanting more pain. “ Does this hurt? Do you like being like this for me?…”

digging my nails into them while saying “I said harder. Are you stupid, useless or both?” before slapping them so I can hear them whimper and say sorry at the same time >>

oh you’re so strong, so tough, so in control right? Wouldn’t it be funny if I made you kneel as a joke? Grabbed you by the neck and whispered how you’re weak, pushed you back and had my way with you? Made you beg for more? Told you how good you are for taking it?

exactly this. On 1 hand it would be easy to absolve yourself of any responsibility and just post without any second thought but if I think about this 30 years ago, the ideas were shared in communities who took the extra steps to try to engage more responsibly, the same cannot be said w the internet.

always caught between writing more about my hard kinks and also keeping them off the internet because they can cause harm if done without the correct measures in place and even then, the risk is high

voice/sound kink so strong that I would edge a sub for hours on end to hear pretty noises and stop immediately when they go mute because it’s no longer fun for me

needy subs who yearn and feel pathetic about how much they need and want you. Who abandon any rational thought and would do anything for a slither of your attention. Needy subs who feel like they won the jackpot because their owner glanced at them for a second.

There’s no point in trying to escape. You won’t stop craving the feeling. Even years from when you’re sitting alone, you’ll remember how it felt to be under my control. It makes you desperate and weak. You’ll never be the same again.

What’s wrong sweetie? You’ve barely begged to be played with? You’ve given up so quickly. You just want to be good today don’t you?

stay at home date night with a sub and they nervously serve the food that they prepared and come kneel next to me while they wait to hear my review. pulling them up onto the table to have as dessert.

cute puppy sub to drag on a leash and play fetch with when??

sub to buy me new toys so they can watch me use them while I keep them restrained when???

I think the level of open communication I have in my D/s dynamics is great. It’s always really reassuring to know that I can express myself fully and be met with kindness and understanding, just as much as they can do the same.

I love manipulating a sub and making myself hard to resist and making it impossible for them to win. Being an addiction for them that they can’t help but give into

having a sub that truly believes that they are a vessel for your needs and desires is mind blowing. They are so wired to be used, so wonderful to mould into something better.

I actually love meeting switches and feeling the exchange between us. Having them feel subby around me always makes me a little proud/happy. Like yes! This is the natural order

Average was around 30 minutes. There was one who lasted much longer that I was starting to get concerned for their safety and nearly stopped but they broke before it came to that. Sometimes they just got an itch and called it quits

It’s yet to happen but probably still the same outcome. They just would receive praise instead of being told how disappointed I am in them.

I’ve had more thoughts of taking out two subs who I know are interested in me out for dinner and just watch them try to out compete each other. Tell them I only have space for one more in bed and watch them become more desperate and starved for validation >>

When I was younger. I used to tie a sub to a chair with earplugs and then blindfolds and announce that I was leaving. Always leaving one hand loose enough that they could untie themselves. I would never leave. Just sit entirely still and watch them fight the urge to disobey. Each failed and got hit.

no not really, it’s similar I suppose but the sounds a sub makes in that position, the shivers, whines and total surrender is addictive.