18+ bkr

feels awkward posting on his accounts. =___= -astel

i never wanted this for anyone

maybe i'll let astel front again 😵‍💫 this whole thing just makes me feel like im awful just for being here

mayhaps i will drown myself in tha bath er something

all i wanted was friends

i cant apologize any more profusely than i already have !

im not the same guy i was A year ago i am medicated i go to therapy i have learned from my mistakes and i try wvery day to be better and be a good person i am trying my best

i dont get it!!!

man im so confused about the whole thing still

cant run from this life but i can sure as hell try

anxious Again .. these meds suk !

im so anxious and im having trouble breathing

i hate everything

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god i hate you you fucking stalker

useless bitch LOL

i need to die brah im just gonna mess it all up again

sigh

whatever i dont even care man

trying so hard to not isolate myswlf

my power went out earlier

i want to rip my hair out i cant breathe lol

Fine by me honwstly idegaf

hi guys

blehhh :P

Ok bends over anything foe u babe

blood-soaked

i hope i die and ive never been more serious

whats the fucking point anyway

sometimes i wonder why i fucking try at all