yeah so I was in hospital non Ed related and can't count calories anymore,
but still lost 5lbs since Feb 1st ๐
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Edsky Shsky โ @edenisbarcoding
yeah so I was in hospital non Ed related and can't count calories anymore,
but still lost 5lbs since Feb 1st ๐
Caved in and weighed myself and since my last weigh in 11 days ago I've lost 5lbs
I needed this I was actually having a mental breakdown bc of my weight but I'm on track for my plan ๐ฅน๐
#caterpillarsky #edsky
I cooked the sauce on pan then assembled.
it's a large portion so 2 servings, each serving like 150 :3
324cals total (โ ย โ โโ โฟโ โโ ย โ )โ โก
-Layered aubergine and courgette kind of like a meatless lasagne :3
(ingredients in replies)
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sometimes you need to eat 180 cal in sweet treats cause wym that's only two digestive milk chocolate biscuits ๐
Having sugar though whilst restricting and almost never having sugar is like crack it tastes 100x better than usual
I feel like such a fake cause like today I had every meal and snacks โขฬโ ย โ ย โ โฟโ ย โ ,โ โขฬ
but then also it's super low cal food and my net was still 400ish
recipe and cal count :3
08.01.2026 15:19 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Made blueberry compote, it's so good!! (โ ย โ ๊โ แดโ ๊โ )
(only 33cals for a 20g serving)
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133cals lunch โโ (โ (โ ใปโ โฝโ ใปโ )โ )โ โ
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this was so good, ever since I've started cooking actual meals that are low cal restricting has been so much easier
walking pad purchase will be worth it
new yr more disordered me ๐ฅณ
I've lost 20lbs in 40 days (โ ใปโ โโ ใปโ )
02.01.2026 09:37 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0puked for the second time this week I really hope I'm not getting into purging I know how much it sucks
31.12.2025 20:10 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0eating without restricting again cause it's new years eve feels so fucking wrong and disgusting knowing I could easily be eating over my tdee
31.12.2025 14:07 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0just spent an hour revising what I want to achieve in the next 6 months from Jan to June.
got these numbers, calculated from my bmr so extra exercise means I can eat more/more accurate
(yes it accounts for weight loss affecting bmr per month)
im locking in or ending it
the alcohol has made me throw up an insane amount I hope that means a lot of the calories are gone
actually horrendous I drank so much I puked for 10 minutes straight
greed not green I am drunk
25.12.2025 15:57 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I am so fat omg Christmas has filled me with the green foreshown in the bible.
merry Christmas guys remember that one day overeating is nothing compared to the dozens of days restricting ๐คฉ๐ฅณ
"I'm gonna restrict alot so I can eat freely on Christmas eve and Christmas"
me on Christmas eve: ๐ญ๐
not weighing myself until like a week Into January because I KNOW I'm losing, and I've been restricting well over 800cals of my tdee
but seeing Christmas and newyears give water weight and food weight WILL kill me ๐ญ๐
got to 62 hours and ate my tdee in one meal ๐ฅ
Christmas dinner so caloric and we have to do this again in like a week..
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am happy with the fast though, lost like 3lbs ish at the end ๐๐
I might make it to 60 hours for the first time :3
depends on when my mother finishes dinner because today is our fake Christmas for family
40 hours into a minimum 50 hour fast
my friend bought me this mug today (โ โโ แดโ โโ โฟโ )
haven't eaten today, gonna try and extend it to Wednesday because that's the Christmas dinner..
if I do eat itl be under 200 cals until Wednesday cause I'm terrified I'll gain
my family is having TWO Christmas dinners this month for family who can't make it I'm gonna cry cause I said I wouldn't deprive myself on events ๐ฅ
feel sick already thinking about the food
#caterpillarsky #edbsky
ACTUALLY DISGUSTING ๐ญ
14.12.2025 18:49 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0fuck it I'm doing the salt water cleanse. โ๏ธ
14.12.2025 17:48 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0unintentionally was an omad
12.12.2025 07:14 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0173 cals,
tomato + egg with seasonings
topped w salsa and light mayo
๐(โ ย โ โนโ โฝโ โนโ ย โ )
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thinspo anatomy practice/Art (โ .โ ย โ โโ ย โ แดโ ย โ โโ .)
only shaded with an airbrush so I could focus on learning the main shapes,
I've never practiced torso anatomy properly so I'm super happy w this :3
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