Goldarwintea Rocruzhiyo

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And after months they posted a post just to provoke me where they say they have more With a evil grin because why not. 🫠

I honestly hope they wake up one day because if this is what they call good people i would rather consider myself evil. 🤪

the most funny part is her comparing me to the Creepshow art mess 🤣

I think she scream more that then me but Okey…

I guess she is the perfect victim

All i wanted was answers on why she contacted my friend and what it was about Because i was just told it was bad. 🫠

The answer i got was 2 months later after she got in contact with my other ex friend.

and she did not even answer my question just a gigantic journal calling me everything she could think of.

What pissed me off was the allegation that was honestly just a fear of mine.

there was this one person that decideD to contact one Of my closest friends at the time talking badly about me and at the time i was told by that friend that that person was going to contact me but that never happend so i decided to confront them last year with one question why?

so my freedom year started of with a bang where i did spiral so hard where i was pissed at everyone plus what made it worse was something i noticed the previous years where someone love to talk behind the facade but not with the person they have the issue with because everything is fine i guess.

after my mother died It was basicly freedom for me even how bad that sounds i did bite my tongue for years because my mother told me to not talk to my friends about how i felt.

and my mother was always right it did not matter if we had the same opinion because she had to be right.

i remember within 2 months i lost my mother and grandmother died & a 13 years long friendship ended.

And my mother did not take critic at all and she was in controll over my life until she did died.

She wanted the best for me But communication did not exist And it became a frustration.

I decided to turn everything private after having it up for over a year

I just feel like moving on

They think they are the only ones that were effected and still acting like the victim after a year.

And if they want that title so bad go for it.

I Never felt heard by them at all.

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@cblovedones.bsky.social
I love your page it been nice learning information about a diagnoses i did not know much about.

It gave me some answers on what been going on for a long time but i don’t know what to believe about that mess at all.

It’s what it’s i guess… 8’O

I’m no angel by the way.

I will step on anything that trying to drag me down at this point

They had that power over me for years but sadly their stupid BS will never change my mind about them.

They will work on that rest of their stupid lifes if they try to do that. :’)
I honestly don’t care.

I know who I’m
Even if someone try to paint me as someone else i don’t know & my friends & family don’t know.

The people in my life call me out when they notice something and i think that’s needed in a friendships to stay grounded in reality. (At least for me.)

And when i think about how much value i have in my life compared to what i had back in the day i think to myself it’s soooo much better now.

I have everything i would want.
So what would i miss from my past? Nothing would be my answer.

I listen to my friends advice but at the same time i do what feels right to me.

There is always a balance and i have had that balance for a year and a half now. :’D

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Been lovely working with clay so i would love to work with it every day 8’D

Been my dream to work with it since i was a child. :’o

So I’m happy i cant at least work with it once in a while. :’)

Priced* not Princed 🤪

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That’s a cute piece & nice character designs. :’D

Brand names is sometimes over Princed & bad quality products most people know at this point.

Mostly why i go secound hand stores or antique shops instead.

But i also like getting stuff made or i make it myself.

And I’m willing to spend the money if i want it. :’)

I have noticed with my taste that sometimes it’s cheaper getting it handmade then buying it with a normal store. :’o

Because what i like is normally not popular and that means they dont make alot of it.

And buying more from what i have heard makes it cheaper at the same time.

But brand names…💰📈

I been preparing everything to get my upcoming blinds handmade at my work place (hopefully 🙏) but the price decide if it happens or not.

They was so crazy expensive at the other places but it makes sense. :’)

I allways been invested in home decor and been planning for a year now. :’D

Timeless lovers kissing underneath the sunset duvet covers.

Tears dripping down

Drip & drop & the bubble pop!

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One of my photos…from before 2018.