Heaven Sent

interesting thoughts

this ain't about any of yall btw thankfully!

i've been conflicted for ages now i just wanna be upfront but ik imma just be demonized again for being honest n talking about it and my partners n friends will suffer consequences just by association with me :(

why can't some ppl just be honest

such a debate wether erp'ing is cheating or not

wether it is or isn't, it's personally sumn i wouldn't do with ANYONE but my partners, it IS a sexual act and feelings always have a chance to blossom from it, and so
i never want it done TO me

:(

it's the ppl who can't keep friends but paint themselves as the victim in EVERY situation that stay on my radar these days

i never wish harm on others, nor is it enjoyable to witness someone become worse
but
there's a sense of irony, not a "haha you wronged me so your life sucks without me" kinda irony, moreso "i would've gladly been a shoulder to cry on had you not wronged me so much" type of feeling

<3

bleh

so this is just gonna be my account where i just be sayin shit n posting wtv tickles my fancy, i'd prefer not to interact with younger peeps here
comms open on my main, yada yada welcome to gay hell <3 i love my husbands