Tibaultt (aka Tiba)

i cannot thank Alsares enough :)
this art has a special place in my heart <3

- YCH Commission from Alsares - Tibaultt sits (unclothed) in the middle of the floor with arms and legs crossed - looking at the viewer with a soft, relaxed expression. Various forms of glassware surrounds him. A partially covered mirror reflects Tiba’s back. There is a litter of papers and books on a desk to the right.

“Glass Room” by Alsares @alsares.bsky.social

🎃 happy halloween 🎃

we’ll see if i follow through, but goddamn i miss it…

i’ve legit had so much fun writing fanfics and coming up with writing prompts. probably the most fun i’ve had in my formative years, giggling to myself as i take my characters through different situations.

always thinking: “hey, what would be cool after this part?”

found some of my old writings in my notes app, and it’s reminded me to write more often. i gave up writing a long while ago b/c i was told it wasn’t good, and i was embarrassed by the material. it just felt so deep to my identity.

now i think i’d like to reclaim that part of myself.

Fall may be here, but your memories of that fateful Summer day will stay with you.

That Summer Day, a furry visual novel, coming VERY SOON

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#fvn #furryvn #Furry

living with my bitches #live

a blacklight shined at the edge of a hotel couch cushion. there is a greenish-yellow stain that resembles an open mouth. the teeth marks encircle another stain that seems to be from the tongue, pressed on the couch cushion for a long period of time - leaving a clear imprint of the medial groove. these cushions were very rigid, so i still do not understand how they got this angle and clarity. i’m also not a dentist, so i can’t tell if the direction of the bite is from the angle of this photo, or the other way around. yes, i checked the other cushion. yes, i sat on the cleaner side. no, it was not the dirtiest couch/room i’ve seen. malicious intent has yet to be determined.

TW: bite mark

i’ve recently had a really fun time bringing blacklights to hotels! mainly just to see where to avoid stepping… but every time i’ve booked a room with a couch, there has always been some sus stains on them

first time i’ve seen a whole ass bite mark with median tongue groove though :/

how depressed am i that i walked outside and thought “wow, there’s a whole world out here” 😬

i am in need of seeing a swashbuckling Tiba with an adorable stoat shoulder-kick 🏴‍☠️

hungry, hurting, and horny

what a trifecta…

back when i was an ~amateur writer~ i had this quote:

“He shook away the thoughts in his head like an Etch-a-Sketch. He could almost hear the rattle.”

it’s weird how that helps me visualize getting rid of intrusive thoughts. just a gentle “shk-shk-shk”

man i really don’t know how to talk to ppl :/

i just got my first StackOverflowException!! ik it’s a bad thing, but to me it feels like i hit a milestone of sorts. most of the programming i’ve done is with really small data sets, so i’ve never really noticed it until my current project. and with that, i’m closing the laptop for tonight 😮‍💨

i miss weed :(

for some reason i really want to chat with a botanist. i have this apprehension towards plants because i don’t understand them… i have so many weed-esque questions that might get a lil’ philosophical, idk…

Selfish Soul - ODESZA Remix

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I don’t want no struggles!
I don’t want no fears!

i’ve always missed having dreams, now i’m on meds that being them back. i remember these somewhat-familiar places, in excruciating detail. i’m not complaining, by any means, but it makes me daydream sometimes about where/when they are.

they make it difficult to wake up sometimes…

I DESIRE 🍒 CHERRY SOURS 🍒

i had a dream a few nights ago that’s sticking with me. i was just chillin’ in the city ~minding my own business~ then all of a sudden, this little ferret / stoat rushed me! lil’ dude was excited as heck- dancing and vibrating all ✨seismic-like✨

now i yearn for a lil’ mustelid side kick… 🥺

brb currently obsessing over ✨ musubi ✨

it’s just such a fun word to say

it’s so hard to find authentic connection nowadays 😞

wake me up 😩

Define yourself by more things you love than things you hate or you’ll rot yourself from the inside

finished watching The Pitt last night, and holy shit. that was a pretty good show. this is weird to say, but i don’t know how they would they do a s2, it stands on its’ own pretty damn well!

one of my coworkers left, so i’m borrowing their cubicle. it used to be mine back in the day, so i am having a moment right now 😭

i am definitely feeling the muscle striations after Beating my Sabers tonight… man… first time after a long time 🥵