Ally (tired)

testing out the muting feature here again, will delete in a sec so it doesn't spam people's feeds lmao

[pregnant]

one more for the good old college try

another post in the thread

a post where i dont mention muted words

ok im testing something for a friend wrt how well the muted word functions actually works here for threads

pregnancy, meljayvik

HONESTLY YES also i'm fucking reeling bc CBS news called him a "light skinned man" like could you more transparently try to revoke his whiteness card?????

also there's something really fucked about the concept of racialization here and who "gets" to be white and who is racialized out of that nebulous whiteness for the sake of constructing a narrative of him being a "terrorist"

LITERALLY i'm so mad like why would you put a specific fic on blast on such a large account like that!!!

in general some people are taking shipping just a bit too seriously like... yes many of us are aware of some of the ramifications of liking certain characters/ships but sometimes WERE JUST HORNY OK god

like... why would you call a fix out by name and say how much you dislike the characterization TO 3000 FOLLOWERS idgaf if it's your "less popular account" DONT FUCKING DO THAT

sometimes i see an artist that i really like their art and wonder why i don't follow them and then realize they have some of the fucking most rancid takes in public and i'm like oh yeah that's why

wwww thank u!!! i've gotta do the ass shot refs next.......

i ended up drawing a couple of them www

hell yeah they got back to me 😎

hhh they still haven't replied to me i should keep looking i guess 😭

fuck i remembered the book @clownhours.bsky.social bought me a couple years back and now i'm like. this would be perfect for Viktor.....

ok i think i found something, its a bit far away but i'll take it if it means i can do SOMETHING hhh

i think for now im gonna prioritize finding more opportunities to help that require my level of spanish because tbh school just isn't helpful for me anymore i need to be practicing irl more

i really wish i were more fluent in spanish bc i REALLY want to work in immigration volunteer work but everything wants you to be a lawyer or an expert translator and im over here fucking twiddling my thumbs trying not to get overwhelmed when someone asks me more than one question

damn just tell me to burn the computer already huh

thanks im pretty popular ✨

the fucking mental dissonance i've seen from this election alone like, my uncle officiated my older sisters's interracial lesbian wedding and then voted for that man and i'm like... how does that fucking add up 😭.....

i've been vibrating out of my skin for multiple days i need to scream with people so bad

the like 5hrs of sleep a night and too little food/too much coffee prob doesn't help BUT I NEED TO CHAT

i wanna do an arcane season 1 re-watch-a-long so bad someone join me pls 🥺

i don't remember the last time i drew art just to feel something, like expressing passion for art's sake. it's always been the means to an end, never relishing in how art can touch you deeply... my art feels so fucking hollow

i feel like i'm always desperately reaching out for an emotional connection but this feels bc of dissociation/panic/fog keeps coming over me and i can barely consider people real let alone connect with them;;; i want to draw to get my feelings out but maybe i'm just hoping for a shortcut hhh

laughs through the pain of working 9 hrs and trying to not pass out at the wheel

i have taken the canon out behind the shed and shot it with a .357 Magnum

my job: hey why do you have 30 minutes clocked in without working
me: j....jayvik

I think i might make another account for my jayvik thirst posting bc it's getting BAD y'all lmao