Jules

A guy can't escape their early 2000s anime fixations for nothing 😔

God what if, when I start feeling marginally okay again, I celebrate by making a Grimmjow print in the big 26 because the people I care about won't stop sending me fucking edits of him lmfao

He was a line of lore in 2018 and now he's one of my favorite ocs. Go figure. Just a large, handsome, sad man and I love him so much.

Baz was never supposed to have this much depth. He was just my cleric's dad and the guy didn't even know he had a kid!

When curiosity lands you with multiple AUs for an ot3 because the order in which they meet one another changes everything and shouldn't be as fascinating a character study as it is

So I'm learning, the hard way :'D

The bike segment of RE9 is so Advent Children coded and I love it so much

And now the doctors are taking me seriously. Which is good but also really frustrating.

Wanna know what started not long after I noticed the lump on my neck? The rashes around my eyes. A week after that? The fatigue. A week after that? The nausea, abdominal pain, and rapid weight loss.

It's been the fucked up thyroid the ✨️whole time✨️!

Oh god the Arlond is this weekend....

This'll probably crop weird but I drew boys

NoooooOOOO 🫠 And I know for a fact that all this rain is gonna have my head pounding all week

Waking up, looking outside, and shouting 'when the fuck was it supposed to snow this much?' every other morning is getting tiresome. And I'm saying this as someone who hates summer and loves winter.

Made the mistake of adding texture to my blended soup and now I'm sick as a dog again cool cool

Sometimes you wake up and spend the morning reading all of the stuff your friend has written with your characters

March is shaping up to be full of tests and procedures. I have some pretty important appointments in April for medical concerns I've not really talked about here. But I've waited a year for a specialist.

I also worry that I'll be too physically weak to help my girlfriend with setup, which upsets me more than not creating anything new at this point.

I still want to try to table at PopCon. An attempt will be made. I just won't have a lot of new merchandise.

The sad boba eyed baby who figured out something was funky with my health before I did. She's been glued to me for months now.

Smaller bills are covered by passive income, so I'll manage those as they come. At this point, I'll just take as stress free a birthday as I can get.

I'm really tired. Best I can do at this point is just share a doodle here and there when I'm not too exhausted to hold my arms up. Or spam pictures of my cats.

I also have an etsy but be warned that I'm filling orders slower than I normally do.
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Okay, I hate to do this because I was hoping some of my health issues would be resolved enough by March to take (and finish) commissions but that's not happening. I don't have the energy to draw right now and I have a needle biopsy + endoscopy to deal with.
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I'M SORRY :'D

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Got the results back and yup :') Biopsy is happening because a lot of things are pointing towards it being malignant.

I've basically been choking on a walnut sized growth for a month. Maybe longer. That doesn't explain the severe abdominal pain but I'll get my answers to that later.

He's not a favorite of mine either tbh but I guess I'm curious to see what character development he gets?

Y'know, I was really hoping for Gus, the Wizard, or Willy as a marriage candidate. Over Clint. But I'm super excited about Sandy!