NIHILEMARZIPAN🔞 @nihilean.itch.io

i seem to have improved compared to a couple of years ago? looking at my old sketches then at these, those take less time and look just as good as the old ones, is this proof i've improved? despite all it feels like?

23.02.2026 00:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

more depression sketching

23.02.2026 00:32 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Redraw of the black lodge scene from Twin Peaks S2 finale. A V1 in the foreground stares at a V1 in the background standing partially out of a curtain, staring back. Both are obscured with a blur. V2 stands between, menacingly staring at fg V1

Excited for Fraud

#ULTRAKILL

22.02.2026 21:41 — 👍 234 🔁 81 💬 1 📌 0

Фалке из сигналиса

22.02.2026 01:37 — 👍 540 🔁 174 💬 2 📌 0

this seems to be the most i can atm, depression is kicking my fucking ass right now

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mirage latex for anon

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"marz, why don't you post new art? why only reposts?" because i can't go further than stuff like this, and i spent the whole day sleeping and didn't do much at all this week all in all

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顏射
v1gb

21.02.2026 14:03 — 👍 55 🔁 12 💬 1 📌 0

old gabis from the psych ward #ultrakill

21.02.2026 13:50 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

...hm
#ultrakill

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"We owe conspiracy theorists a huge apology"

No we fucking don't. They were talking about a secret conspiracy of gay trans Jewish lizard people. The Epstein files uncovered a conspiracy of rich, straight, white, right-wing Christian men, which these motherfuckers never even considered.

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